Is my worry for nothing (urine bubbles among other things)
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So, i am sorry if i sound a bit panicked, but I am afraid that thanks to Dr. Google, i have myself a bit worried now, and would appreciate some feedback.
Some general feedback: I am 34, 320lb (working on it, lost over 15lb so far), have sleep apnea (currently treated), and i suffer from severe health anxiety.. no point in lying about that.
Two months ago, for unrelated symptoms, i was seen by a cardiologist, and put on Lisinopril (20mg) for my blood pressure (I feel that i strongly have white coat syndrome, as my BP can be around 130/80 at home when i am relaxed). Because of this, i have also had several blood tests, which have included Kidney tests:
3-2-18:
Crea: .90 mg/dl
BUN: 10 mg/dl
Potassium: 3.6 mmol/L
3-7-18
Crea: .90 mg/dl
BUN: 9 mg/dl
Potassium: 3.7 mmol/L
4-4-18
Crea: .92 mg/dl
eGFR: 108 (i understand the estimate is likely too high based on weight?)
BUN: 8 mg/dl
Potassium: 4.4 mmol/L
Glucose: 115
I also had an abdominal UT the last month, where they didn't note anything about the kidneys other than appearing normal (they noted my liver looked fatty).
So, everything sounds great, and seems it. I dont have any swelling anywhere either.
That said, why am i here? Well, I am worried about the bubbles in my urine. I have noticed that even if i pee gently, i can still see some small bubbles form, and they can stay around. Dr. Google is kind enough to inform me that not only is this bad, but likely significant Kidney disease. Frankly, i would swear i have seen foam before, but admittedly, i haven't given it as much thought until now. I have also been having back pains, which get worse when stretching (problem is, i also have had back pains for most of my adult life.. i can feel my back popping in several places when i sneeze).
Otherwise, my function feels fairly regular. i go on average 2-3 hours (though, if i have an anxiety attack, it can make me go more often), don't wake up at night to pee (some mornings it looks more concentrated than other mornings.. the last few days have been lighter in the morning.
Sorry for rambling.. where i am now, is i am figuring i have bad CKD despite my bloodwork and UT. I haven't had a urine test (also being honest, i have a kit coming to me tomorrow), so i am even more vulnerable to believing the worst.
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Shadowhawk
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marj01201 Shadowhawk
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Shadow hawk,
Your lab data looks good; it's clearly in the normal range. So I don't think you've got CKD at this point in time. Hav they checked your urine? If not, you might talk with your doctor about getting an analysis if your urine to include a check of your protein level.
But I'd would actually just talk with my doctor about the foam and my concerns to see what my doctor thinks. It may be nothing or it may be something completely unrelated to what Dr Google would lead you to believe🐶
Marj
Shadowhawk marj01201
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Thank you for the feedback. As of yet, i have not had a urine check (my previous tests were related to chest and abdominal pain i had been, and am still somewhat experiencing). I do have a basic dipstick test arriving today, and I have an appointment with an NP next week (primarily for my thyroid medicine) that i can bring the concern to.
I admit, Dr Google is pretty good about getting me worried - from reading about it, i would swear (regardless of blood) that i could already have a pretty serious issue.. Sigh. But again, thanks for the kindness and support; i guess i will know a bit more today.
-SH
mohammed_a12707 Shadowhawk
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Shadowhawk mohammed_a12707
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Thanks for the support. I have a dip test kit coming today, which will hopefully provide more insight (and maybe a bit of relief..). I will keep people posted!
Guest Shadowhawk
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Go by your test results you have had loads of them that rule out kidney disease so far!
Read the other posts on the forum by Megan and Alex...lots of answers there.
Not everyone who is overweight with high BP probs has kidney disease!
So stop worrying, stop googling and enjoy your life!!
Shadowhawk Guest
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Jane,
Thanks for the support. I admit, i swear i have had bubbles, but i have never really paid them any mind until recently. More specifically, i got most worried after reading how the small bubbles which can stick around are the worst sign (even this morning, i had a few despite being "gentle".
I would like to think my BP probs are mostly around Docs, as it seems to be better controlled at home; but i can deal with pretty bad anxiety, which i have seen send it through the roof.. so maybe the meds I am on isn't too bad of an idea.
I really am trying to not worry.. sadly, this anxiety is probably the biggest hurdle of them all, and it is rough right now.
Guest Shadowhawk
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Maybe see a therapist to help you with anxiety and then you wouldnt be soo worried/anxious all the time x
Shadowhawk Guest
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I also have to admit; in my mind, i had CKD as a death sentence, and a pretty quick one at that. but seeing here how well people can manage it and stabilize it also gives me hope, even if I do have damage (which hopefully my Lisinopril is helping..)
Ironically, that is my other fear - i have read a few, random cases where Lisinopril has supposedly CAUSED damage; combined with the foam, i worried that i might be that rare case. But by the 3/7 blood work i had started on the meds, and the 4/3 i had been on them for a month.
Finally - no argument on the therapist. My wife left my daughter and I, and i have been an absolute mess, and i KNOW it has ramped up other issues like my anxiety (which i realize is probably doing the most damage of anything right now...).
rick39522 Shadowhawk
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Shadowhawk rick39522
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I am glad you suggested it, as i do have a dip test and collection cups arriving today (though i am hopeful and nervous at the same time).
Like you, if i go in a urinal from height, i can certanly get a good foam at times.What i hate though, is how my anxiety now is clouding my memory of what my bathroom habits have typically looked like. But aside from that, was the worry that even gently going on the side can still make small bubbles, and these seem to stick around; as Dr. Google loves to point out, this *must* be leaking protein.. so i get anxious.
And like i said.. the other part of all this is my, at least somewhat faulty notion that CKD will be an instant death sentence, so i am/was freaked if i show any sign of it.
marj01201 Shadowhawk
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Shadowhawk,
I have had some pretty severe anxiety related to my medical issues in the past. (Thankfully I seem to be past that for the most part now.) I remember being very much aware of how the anxiety was skewing my perceptions of my symptoms.
I am not married and live alone. I'm also the last person living in my immediate family. So I found myself having to deal with the stress and anxiety without family support; although, I do have several close friends who have been most supportive.
So i did several things that helped me a lot:
1. Documented my symptoms (including taking pictures of the foam in my urine using my cell phone). This gave me more accurate and consistent feedback gir my doctors.
2. I trusted my data. Of course I have done a lot of researching to try to understand my CKD and so forth. But I really intentionally focused on my data. When I began to feel more anxious or stressed I would go to my patient portal and, again, review my data. That way I could reassure myself that it was stable and so forth.
3. I created tables with my BP and glucose levels. I submitted these to my doctor on a weekly basis.
4. I created a symptom tracker visual that I took to all my doctors' appointments. That together with my BP and glucose tables gave my doctors a pretty accurate and objective picture of what I was experiencing on a daily basis.
5. I created questions gir each appointment ahead of time as well as got labs run before each appointment. I reviewed my lab results before the appointment. Then I could make good use of the 10 minute appointment with my doctor.
Finally, for the first year following my diagnoses I also saw a counselor. (My anxiety was related specifically to being a victim of medical negligence, malpractice, and legal fraud. And, to a certain extent, my current medical problems are a result of that bad medical care as well. So I've had some serious problems trusting any medical professionals--although they certainly aren't all responsible for the actions of the primary care physician I saw who perpetrated the malpractice, negligence, and fraud. Nevertheless, it has taken me some time to get past the emotional fallout I've experienced from that bad doctor.)
So, I would suggest seeing a therapist or counselor. You're going to need to be able to work with your medical team. I think you'll also likely find that the more actively involved you become with your medical care, the lower your anxiety will go. The more you understand what is going on with your body and what, specifically, you need to do to support its functioning, the lower your anxiety should go. I'm at my best when I understand what is happening and have specific things to do on a daily basis to take care of myself🐶 Hopefully you'll find that the same is true for you!
Marj
Shadowhawk marj01201
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Marj,
Again, i want to thank you (and everyone really) for the support and kindness, and I apologize if i have rubbed off as being a bit loopy.
This year has been a huge struggle and turning point for me in terms of health and anxiety; at the very beginning, i finally started much needed CPAP therapy. The irony here is that the data worried me, which combined with the stress of single parenthood following the divorce, landed me in the hospital thinking i had a heart attack (following 2 EKGs, X-ray, Holter monitor, and Echo, they determined that i only had slightly thickening heart muscle (but no heart attack) - combined with the elevated BP (~180/100 when i was in the ER, though it settled to 120/80 later that night) put me on the ACE meds).
Unfortunately, in terms of support, before the wife left us, we moved across country, meaning that i have virtually no friends or local support, which certainly makes it rough at times when the anxiety gets bad. While my family cares, they just aren't phyically here, so support from them is limited.
I really appreciate your tips, and will be sure to actually note things i see (and things that i don't see!) so when doubt creeps up, i will know. But I know the last part of the equation in my anxiety is #2 on your list. I dont' know why, but i have a real problem believing my data. Part of me says that a month has past, and things could have really gone downhill. Or i might think that something else wasn't tested or done right. The day after consulting my Cardiologist (who has heart failure as a specialty) I went right back to doubting results and thinking he missed something, or held back how serious my condition was (which i realize makes no sense, but that is the nature of the beast).
I fully agree that i need a therapist, and that is in the near term agenda. Feel like this, afraid of my own shadow, is not how i want to live (nor is it how i want to raise my amazing daughter).
Guest Shadowhawk
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But for peace of mind both my mum and I dont have bubbles/frothy urine.
Mum in stage 4/5 and I am 3b
Hope you find peace x
Janinec87 Shadowhawk
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