Ive been told I have herpes but cant seem to believe it..

so about a week ago I was shaving my downtown area, and many times after I shave I become really dry down there and itchy from it being so try, well just this past week I was itching my Vagina, and I had fake nails at the time that were pretty long, and i scratched myself. It started out as a tiny "cut" as time progressed, it was almost as if my vagina was getting cuts all over my vagina. Open sores every where, itching was a million times worse, and then my vagina became so sore. I couldnt even urinate or have water touch the sores without wanting to cry. I could hardly even walk, so i went to the Doctor and immediatly she tells me without a doubt that its herpes. I had a blood test done in November and that came back negative, I know my boyfriend does not cheat on me and I do not cheat on him, and he has never ever had any symptoms but I know he gave me it. But I just dont understand how my blood test was negative, my boyfriend has 0 signs, but yet these vaginal sores all over my vagina and now butt hole IM MISERABLE. The meds my Doctor gave me arent doing anything and I feel like im getting worse. My right side of my body is so sore and feels swullen to me and I feel a little lump right in my overy region. I dont know whats going on if this is really herpes or if this is something else. I just want to feel better again. Im going through the 5 stages of grief over here!! lol! 

Point of all of this is I really would appreciate other peoples advice. I am so humiliated I cant talk to anyone about this not even my boyfriend. I posted pictures. The close up "cut" or whatever it is, is when i scratched myself. and then I posted a pic zoomed out of my vagina. Please please please give me feedback on if you guys think its herpes or what! Thank you so much!!!

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