Just started Fluoxetine
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Hello everyone.
I have suffered on and off (Mainly on) with Very severe Panic attacks and Nervous problems since @1984.
I had no idea that Panic attacks even existed, and my feelings of anxiety increased bit by bit over time. I also suffered with Terrible insomnia ( Iknow realise this was mainly caused by my panics), and began taking time off work over it ( when I was at work ( ACar factory) I received NO HELP at all with my agitated state, so eventually saw a GP ( first of many) about why i was feeling so drained and agitated and Anxious. To cut a long story short, I have never received any proper treatment that Really worked since, and have just panicked my way through life, mainly using Alcohol as a "Crutch", which helped for a few hours in the short term, but the panics and anxiety and insomnia have never really went away. I could feel all those old feelings starting to build up massively over the last few weeks, and, 5 days ago, I made a GP Appointment.
I almost had a complete nervous breakdown in his surgery as I explained my fears, and, to his credit, he listened Carefully. He suggest a course of 20mg Fluoxetine Daily.I am now on day 5, and can already begin to feel a slight change in my moods and attitude. I hope this continues, and can i say I am so glad that I found this website, as, reading through others comments and advice, I feel, will be of Incredible benefit to me Thank You for that.
I finally feel, after so long without adequate treatment, that I have been given something that actually will help...I know it is far too early to say, but even my partner has noticed a change in my behaviour...for the better!!,,,Fingers crossed I have found the help I Needed!!
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david44006
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Yesterday, an old friend phoned and asked could he visit me/Us. My partner answered and agreed...When He told me, I (Unusually, for me, as i dearly love and enjoy my friends company whenever we get together) said I wasn't really in the mood for any visits ( Possible side effect). But my partner said "Oh come on....he always cheers you/us up"....
A hour later, My mate arrived, and seemed his usual bouncy funny self....And then, after a few minutes, he Broke down in tears and told us he was suffering from svere depression, and "Downers"...
My partner just rolled his eyes, as if to say "You wait AGES for a Bus, Then TWO come along at once"...but immediatly stopped what he was doing ( Painting a bedroom...) and Hugged my/our friend.
We all then sat around and had a good Ol' chin-wag...and going to the pub to talk never once crossed any of our thoughts...
To cut a long story short, My friend left feeling MUCH better, and I felt Better for seeing him, and sharing our experiences and worries face to Face was Great way of giving "Help" to each other, If tha doesn't sound too strange.
Thank you all again for your Tips, advice, and understanding, It Is VERY MUCH appreciated
PPS, Usually, if I was about to type something as long as this, I would have a glass or two of Alcohol next to me as i did it....This time it has been a Cup of Tea!!!
...One small step, and all that!! Thanks again...I feel i am FINALLY getting "Somewhere", after MANY years in the wilderness
carl58303 david44006
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It's the good days and moments that keep us going on the long journey back to heallth. May you have many more of them!!
katecogs david44006
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Glad to hear you're doing well :-)
David7719 david44006
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david44006
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I asked for a "Short term" help with my sleeping and panic attacks, and he thought it was best for me, going by my nervous Condition, that I should try a "Longer term" course of tablets.
I can already feel a marked improvement in my moods, and quite a few people have said how much Healthier I am looking these days!!Hope it keeps up! ( still having a few Jittery moments, but they are WAY less worse than before...)
carl58303 david44006
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I'm very pleased to be able to say that my mood has improved tremendously in the third week and again going into the fourth. There are so many factors in play (pain relief being prime) so it is hard to say the improvement is down to Flu except I am taking it and I am improving. If this is the end of the 'side effects', I shall be well pleased. Two consecutive nights of good sleep - amazing!!
katecogs david44006
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Yes I think this is the common drug doctors first try on new patients before swapping to another. Citralopram is the third type for me, (and was told the one that gives you less side effects hahahahaha) ....... I don't think so!
David7719 katecogs
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katecogs David7719
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Yes Citralopram is the one for me :-) My 20 year old had a melt down in the summer and has been put onto Prozac, and though I can see he's better than he was, he says he feels the same. Am therefore wondering if he should swap to the same as me (different people react to different meds, and as were family I'm wondering if Citralopram would suit him better - it's done me ok). Strangely I was his age when I had my first melt down .....
david44006
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Day 14 now, and have had a few slight panicky moments, but managed to cope ok. I'm Still having "Tremors" from when I wake up until early evening, when they fade considerably. I am sleeping MUCH better now, but still wake sometimes through the night, and feeling a panic coming on, but I have managed to fall back asleep.( That is probably a "Trigger" reaction, as I have suffered for years with those feelings).
The house iss still a bombsite, what with all the decorating getting done, but I have even managed to Chip in with that too! The aforementioned friend is also coming around to help, and is happy to be of service! I am still feeling an improvement in my moods, and I am certainly not as "Wound Up" over trivial things anymore to the extent that I was before starting on Flu.( THE Meerkats ads on TV REALLLY Used to annoy me!! but now I just go "Ho Hum"!). Thanks again everyone for all your comments and advice.
carl58303 david44006
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You also seem to be learning to control your anxiety - not getting wound up and avertuig a panic attack to go back to sleep.
All sounds like good, positive news!!
sharon_22416 david44006
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sp glad to hear your coming through the worst fluoxetine changed my life too i cant begin to tell you how happy and back to my old self again something i could not have even imagined 6 months ago, good luck and keep in touch this site is the best love sharon xx
vix167 david44006
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I am fairly new to this whole thing but am so glad to read of your improved mood, it has given me hope for improvement and comfort that im not alone. Hope you continue to improve and you can see that all elusive light st the end of the tunnel. Im looking forward hopefully to feeling my old self again some time in the not so distant future.
Wising you continued improvement :-)
david44006
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I actually went to bed last night, and slept like a log...Without the Zopiclone!!!...I think(Know) the fact that I have it "For emergency" is a great benefit to me. I was starting to have doubts that i would never recover at all, But, I cannot express how just being on this site is helping me along!! A HUGE and sincere THANK YOU to everyone who has read/chipped in..It means a lot. I am REALLY starting to feel a lot more positive about the future. Although I am still having the odd panic attack and shakiness, I have realised that I HAVE to go through the S**t to reach the sunnier side!!...Just wish it would be today!! Thanks again everybody!!
david44006
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vix167 david44006
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Well done riding it out through the stress, sometimes we're stronger than we think no matter how much this illness tries to make us think we're not ( ha take that anxiety! :-) ).
Hope you continue on upwards, sounds like you've turned a corner. Lots of :-)'s and best wishes
Vix
Ps hoping im right behind you heading for that corner!