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I am so excited I can hardly contain myself at times. I started taking kuduz a herbal anti-alcohol support last Tuesday. The angushish, depression, fear, and downright horror of thinking I was doomed to be a drunk the rest of my life disappeared to a hypomanic feeling of feeling fantastic ever since. I had struggled daily for 4 months relaspse not being able to put the bottle down and getting extremely depressed about it. Last night i was looking at some videos of a party i had and i wasn't drinking but friends in video were. Mental trigger came and said i want one last drink before monday when i go looking for a career and wanted to see how the kudzu reacted with the beer, Went to store bought 2 24OZ. beers at percent alcohol. i got home and it took me 4 hours to drink one. my manic high immediately went out the frickin window and felt no buzz but worse. it ruined my high. i really am astonished. today is sunday there are 2 24oz beers left and i honest to God don't want them this is a first for me since i was 15 and a chronic blackout drinker from the get go once i put it in my body. I am 53 years old. Then i see where a member of this group had the same experience like the thought of drinking magically dissapears. I want to go buy a case of this herb cause parnoid they may take if off the market if word gets out. No money for the doctors, pharmacetical companys and the police force. It is giving me the opportunity to look at the devestation of what alcohol as done to me and do some writing that i could never do before and work on mental belief that alcohol is the answer. Started a drinking diary as Paul suggested. I hope i don't break the rules and someone says i am promoting a product but i have no invested interest in kuduzu just the desire that others maybe helped to not have so much pain as i did. thanks group!!!!!!!!!!!!
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