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I've suffered depression since I was 16, but learnt to cope until it hit me hard 10 years ago I'm 46Now and the last year as been horrendous , with numerous un successful suicide attempts , i have Now started to drink a lot too to cope with my moods which is not good , I have a wonderful husband and 19 yr old son whom I've put through hell but they still love and support me , I've been struggling to get help for 10 yrs , Finally I thought I'd got it with the crisis team who came to see me at home rather than go intohospital that lasted 2 weeks now I'm on my own again does anyone really care about us people with depression ???? I feel worthless and most of time don't want to be here as I feel I can't cope with The pain I'm in mentally and the pain I'm causing my family they are suffering too :-(((( xxx
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I'm so sorry to hear how you are feeling and your not on your own as you can always talk on here to people that understand. I think the medical the doctors do understand us but are limited I'm what they can do. It seems the only option they have is to put us on antidepressants, for some people this can be helpfull but as for me they just made me worse so I am coming off them know. I have often felt suicidle but what stops me from doing that is the fact that I will never experience the joy if feeling better. I think it's best you try to curb the drinking as that will make things worse for you, I know this as I done the same thing for a lot if years and endid up totally dependant on alcohol. I know go to AA and hav not drunk for 6 years now and it's been bloody hard. So please don't end up like me as then you have two problems to deal with. I hope that what I have said is helpful to you
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I only saw waht was happening to me when I saw my gp after a few missed appointments.i had no issues with the drink, it made me feel good, and if it killed me I didnt mind that outcome either.it was only when I told my gp the truth about how much I was drinkingand he turned to me and said the words I never thought a dr would ever same, he said whatever you dont stop.i was completely taken back.he told me with the amount of alcohol I was absorbing if I was to suddebly stopped, it coild be dangerous to my health
That changed my whole mindset and the main thing was kmowing I was no longer
In control oit, the alcohol was physically in contract of my body, and I didnt like thattthought at all.
My gp gave me a course of tablets where I took large doses on the first day and they were lowered over three weeks.i had to make a sincere promise to him that I would not misuse these drugs as they were very strung and if I drank alcohol I would be very ill.from that day which was in march2012 I have not drank a drop of alcohol and I hwve never regretted my decision.i miss the idea of opening a bottle of wine, but there is a range of no alcohol wines which are very good
I still suffer withe depreesion but now am trying group thery through nhs to see if that helps.no matter what I will never drink again and all the drs and counsellors are amazed at how quickley I stopped, I could noy have done it without my very suppotive gp.
So there is help out there but sometimes you have to keep going back to your gp and these councellors usually wont see jntil the drinking is stopped.see your gp he may be able to offer similar treatment to me but then its the sheer will you will need to stick to the correct dosages good luck
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