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My is in hospital if he dies i will die

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anahita.p
anahita.p

My dad is in hospital,he has pancreatitis i googled and i found out its a hard disease,i have headache i want to cry but i cant i cant live without my dad my all panic attacks are back today i will die if he dies i feel awful i want to scream its end if my life

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  • anahita.p
    anahita.p

    Posted

    Today i saw my dad,at first it was ok i could talk to him easily,but then i came out of his room,my left hand and back became painful i couldnt stand up i was getting sick i was sure i will have a heart attack dat moment,my dad forced my mom call me and say dad wants to see you,but i couldnt go i would die if i see him like dat again i just wanted scream wtf my dad is dying i cant save him,i cant eat dr gave me vitamin pills,i want to be strong i decied to be strong then im ok for a few minutes but then i fed up,i cant i cant im going to crazy,i thought becuz of my anxiety my life is hell,and now if my dad die my life is over,i will die or kill myself,i want believe my dad will be ok but i remember about what i read in google i cant stop thinking my dad is dying,google told some people may die becuz of this desease,i want to sleep for days and dont see these days and then wake up see my dad is ok
    • lisalisa67
      lisalisa67 anahita.p

      Posted

      Well aside from your feelings on this..how is your dad. What did the doctors say?
    • anahita.p
      anahita.p lisalisa67

      Posted

      We should wait how much medication will effect,it takes time
    • tess33005
      tess33005 anahita.p

      Posted

      yes, it does take time and he doesn't sound like he's dying to me.

      Can you try to focus on his recovery and not his death? He needs you to be strong for him, not run out of the ward when you see him.

      Love Tess

  • anahita.p
    anahita.p

    Posted

    When i was typing this post,god knows how awful i was,it was end of my life,i still cant believe my dad is ok and so much better now,he is at home finally,thank you for your all kind replies and reading my post
    • tess33005
      tess33005 anahita.p

      Posted

      My darling,

      I am so very happy to read this wonderful message from you.

      You must be feeling much more secure now.

      Delighted to see that your beloved dad is back at home now.

      Lots of love from Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

    • anahita.p
      anahita.p tess33005

      Posted

      Thank you tess i always had your sentence in my mind when u told even my dad was a heavy drinker but still have chance to be ok
    • tess33005
      tess33005 anahita.p

      Posted

      Dear Ananhita,

      All my church prayed for your father's recovery and now we will pray that he does his best to stop drinking!

      All my love, Tess xx

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