My long Journey
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We'll I can't really remember when my depression started but it's been on and of for some 10 yrs or so to which I have always seemed to get thru but this time (since Feb/March) it's been the worst ever bout. Have been on meds since then but can honestly say I'm really struggling this time with no motivation difficulty answering the phone ( even to my own kids) horrible thoughts going thrums mind, and had some counselling but really not helping much.
ive just got to stay strong and get thru it some how, have been staying in bed when I can thinking there's no reason to get up real trouble doing things of which at one time wouldn't hesitate to do e.g cutting the grass and general tidying up of the garden etc.
im desperate to be back to my old self and be happy and having something to look forward to and smile about.
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astrid76251 malcolm23510
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hope you have a supportive partnet with you
malcolm23510 astrid76251
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have a partner but not really sure if she understands or even if that might be some of my problems ??
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malcolm23510 astrid76251
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when she phoned me the next time she informed me she had started walking the dog and that the fresh air and sunshine helped a bit cause I can remember saying to her walking the dog will make you feel a little better for having done it, and that's what I've read somewhere that even if it's a little bit at a time eventually it will help.
does that make any sense.
astrid76251 malcolm23510
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malcolm23510 astrid76251
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Don't forget we've all been there and still are but doing something is better than doing nothing and at some time you'll see what I mean so come on do it for me and all others on this site make us proud x
astrid76251 malcolm23510
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malcolm23510 astrid76251
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astrid76251 malcolm23510
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I have a british pasport, in the end its all about money I think
malcolm23510 astrid76251
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kat50 malcolm23510
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malcolm23510 kat50
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My counsellor once said that even if you don't feel like doing something just do it anyway which seems easier said than done.
I started going for walks thinking that exercise was good for depression but haven't really kept it up which again is probably my demons talking.
wouldnt it be great if we could find a cure then bottle it and give it to all depressives so we could live that normal life.
kat50 malcolm23510
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malcolm23510 kat50
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Even I give in to them at times when I really can't be bothered but we must stay together and beat this horrible depression. It's a shame we can't all get together for a group chat and a nice coffee.
astrid76251 malcolm23510
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