Need help with withdrawel

How's it going am no long back from a day with people that when I spoke to them I was actually thinking a want to stab you in the face lol showered on the Rosie Fock it what you mean by benzos like dizapam thats what I used it really helped me get through I think I mentioned it earliar how many did doc give you

Don't do that you'll end up in the nick lol! Yeah I got Temazepam... Just 7 20mgs. I managed to get out and do some shopping with my daughter today. It was real hard as I'm so tired. I feel good that I went though. My fatigue can get so bad I can end up in bed for weeks at a time ( even when on pills) so I'm feeling really proud of myself but I'm exhausted! Was gonna make a fish pie tonight but I've no oomph left so it will just be something simple. The fish pie will have to wait until tomorrow. Hope you are having a good day james. :-)

Hi nick been long day how you getting on with tempz in past experience I thought they were bullocks but different strokes eh I used dizapam really help me through the day was just careful I didn't over do it but at night I would take 2 10mg to knock me out feeling fresher in morning helped me with my confidence abit I think without I wouldn't have made it so far don't get me wrong I feel weak at times under pressure please don't take this the wrong way I can give you an reliable site source if you want many sorrys if this comes across wrong and I am in no way assioated with it actually for steroids when I used to body build when I had time and not addicted witch is my goal to get back at the gym they pharm grade please hope I havnt aff ended you this will probably get moderated anyway am just trying to help as best as I can I also need to catch up with soozybo I get lost in these threads think ace had one to 2 many Rosie's the night bugger it hope you are all still on right path hope to hear from you the mora even more positive lady's we can do this xxxxxxxxxxxxx

How funny I logged on and saw you posted 1 minute ago. Just out of curiosity, what is the site called... Just curious, not affended at all.

Looks like I missed you tonight... Or this morning I should say, it's coming up to 1. We can do this James, you are right but oh it stinks sometimes... I really hate this not being able to sleep nonsense as it makes for a rubbish following day. Guess you are sleeping now... Moi jealous, not much. Sleep tight. I'm gonna scout the Internet or watch some rubbish YouTube docs...

Hi James, I'm sezyboo lol, changed name as too many people know me by my nickname in everyday life I chose Freedom as that is what I want You help more than you know Sadly I got my prescription yesterday & the weekness kicked in, took 6 & now just another 6, note to self GIVE THEM TO YOUR SON!! I need to do this as although he doesn't know about my addiction, he knows I take them for pain, I'm just going to say on bad days I take more & don't want to, soo I guess from tomorrow I taper, fast!! I wish I had a few Tempz's, I could do this a lot quicker, sleeping is one of the things I worry about most, along with kicky legs!! I do have Diaz but don't want to rely on them & they don't help me sleep! I will take any help & advice you can give please!! Thomas reciepe I don't think I'd have the 1st clue My plan so far is plenty multi vits, extra vit c, Diaz when feeling really rough, plenty water, I also have cal drinks from Dr as I need to put on at least a stone, these are full of goodness too!! Anything I've missed?? I have to do this NOW I can't put it off any longer, would love to be clean & feeling better by the Summer (if only) I agree with getting lost, I'm talking to a few people but keep losing everyone Is there no way to get all our convo's onto one thread, I'm talking to about 6 people at the moment, I have to open an e-mail & go to patient comment, I end up with loads of tabs open?? Anyway James, you've found Sezyboo Thank you for all the wonderful comments you've written, just hoping I haven't missed any!! xxxx

Morning freedom yeah I find it hard to follow threads what dose of dizapam you on the yellow 5mg witch are quite weak the blue 10g is what I used 1 or 2 through the day helped massive with the withdrawals then 2 at night to sleep if you are on them and still can't sleep your torlerance must be so high speak to doc before increasing I got prescribed during my fake viral infection sleeping pills zopiclone 7.5mg is a highest dose they come I took about 2 sometimes 3 t knock me out again docs up here are reluctant to give out but I am quite a big bloke they might work better for you than dizapam so this be my last post till am sitting with a glass of Rosie the night think am swapping 1 addiction for another lol today is gonna be a bloody good day lady's come on we can do this xxx

Agree,new have to find a way to make it one thread... This is a strange set up and I'm missing things.Did you see the lamps?

Hey James, please come say Hi, I'm worried about you, we all are!!

Dr's will give me Zopiclone but I don't like them, as for diazapam, I'm taking it easy, I don't have a high tolerance, 20mg easily makes me feel better & sleep, although to be honest my Wd's haven't been bad, no sneezing, no loo problems, nothing really, strange?? I just have this lack of wanting to do anything, staying in house (keeping it tidy etc) I can't wait to be me again....

Hope to hear from you soon, sending lots of virtual love & hugs, Sarah xxxxx

Hi sorry for being quite for a while just really busy I am ok hope everyone on this thread is doing well and moving forward thanks for concern I will chime back in soon take care xxxxx

Good to hear from you James, no apologies needed Glad to hear your keeping busy & ok Look forward to hearing more from you soon, I'm doing ok too Take care for now xxxxx

Nick, please drop a quick line, missing you here, hope you've sorted out your decorators? Lamps? I'll have to look back through to see which lamps you mean...Hope your doing ok, I'm 100% sure your still on track, but would love to hear that from you....I've been up & down but still not gone back up on my dose

Please Nick just a quick line, I worry you know & miss hearing about your decorating etc. sending love for now. Don't stop stopping!! Love Sarah xxxx

By the way Nick, I didn't give the demon's to my Son, I've kept them myself & still doing it, feel more proud now!! 

Ps, How's the grey look with your ceiling mirror?? Hahaha xxxxx