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I am 60 years old. I got cancer at 59. I had a total hysterectomy about 5 full months ago. They took out all my organs. Uterus had cancer, fallopian tubes on both sides, both ovaries and cervix. I cant take hormones because I had cancer of the endometrium. So here I sit not feeling like a woman. I don't know what I feel like. I am suffering from the loss of my organs and have hot flashes and migraine headaches that make it impossible to function, I haven't had a good nights sleep in over 6 months. My husband is a jerk. He talks mean to me and pretends that the cancer meant nothing. I had to have a 6 month cheekup today and was so upset I took 5 tranquilizers just to get in the door. Now I am thinking about taking the rest of the bottle. My mother is also depressed. She is deaf and 92. She wants to kill herself and I am worried about her. If she does, then I will too. What is the sense of being here?
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