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its a bit a rant really I have the worst day ever too messed up to go into.
There have been people in my life that if it wasn’t for their actions I wouldn’t be so messed up I’m sure. There’s lots of people out there that would be the same of course I am not the only one.
we mind our own business but things that happen we are not able to control.
the two men in my life let me down in such bad ways m6 Dad well he is no Dad of mine he did something so bad that forgiveness is no5 an option. I have not got night terrors because of his actions.
i loved him so much ive lost him.
My husband well he had affairs and he was abusive a lot more in between.
so then I thought about an incident when I was 14 that was not my fault, so why do I think it’ is?
So as my life’s gone on ive had shock after shock not my doing but oh how it’s affected me all these things.
Having the pan of what others inflicted on me is burning me Out
why can’t people think of what they do before they do it ??
confused sad crying.
try8ng to make sense of things that I can’t ge5 answers I can’t.
i feel completely tormented.
i have also found out another massive shock a family secret only 3 know and it’s weighing heavy on me to speak up.
sorry for the rant
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