Panic attack at work and dont know what to do,please help !
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Hi there,I've just joined this forum in the hope someone can offer a bit of advice.The nuts and bolts of my life are as follows.I'm a former alcoholic from about 10 yrs ago and barely touch it these days.As a result of stopping drinking I developed anxiety yrs ago and thought I'd put it all behind me .Since then I've been in and out of jobs and thought I'd found a job I could settle in with good prospects and money,but the job is very fast paced,stressful and demanding.However because the money is good and the chance of me getting another job like this is very slim,I've been prepared to just push through it and ignore the stresses.Last week I turned in for work and within half hour had a panic attack and got sent home from work and went dr's who said it was panic/anxiety attack and since then I dont know what to do, I feel I dont want to lose the job but every time I even think about it its makes me sick and dizzy,I feel like my brain is being pulled in different directions.The dr suggested that if its making me ill then no amount of money is worth it.He offered me a sick note but I refused for fear of being off for a while and losing my job.It took six months of in depth job searching to get a job and one like this is a blessing but I dont think I can go back its just breaking me apart inside.It seems every bit of luck I get is rewarded with a bigger dose of bad luck and I'm just getting mentally tired of bouncing back to only fail again.I split with my gf a couple of yrs back which set me back but I came back from it after councelling and numerous pills,and dont want to be struggling back on jsa or sick again,but i really dont feel I can go back work.I utterly feel like I've let everyone down,my boss,my mother(who is pretty much the only person that cares about me) and especially myself.At the moment I dont have a gf or many friends even and have a fairly dull life,and my confidence is feeling shattered again now after building it back up.I dont feel suicidal but I'm really starting to wonder if I care any more to live.My life isnt so much a life as an existance.If theres anyone on here that could just possibly give some advice on my work situation it would be much appreciated,thanks Lee
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This unfortunately happened to me about 5 years ago. I had a panic attack at work and felt I couldn't go back as I kept associating it with negativity. My mum couldn't believe - but every time we started talking about my place of work she took my blood pressure and it was through the roof. I would get in a total state.
I was signed off work, put on citalopram and went to weekly CBT sessions, with the understanding that I would eventually go back to work.
Unfortunately, I never went back. My one piece of advice if you do all of the above, is TRY to go back. Because all I did was feed/confirm my fears, rather than retrain my brain to realise there was nothing to be scared off.
Look into 'exposure therapy', this is a task of exposing yourself to a fearful place/event for a short time. Each time you stay longer, and longer, until you realise there is nothing to be afraid of.
I hope this helps. I'm sorry for you, but understand you are NOT alone.
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I've not had some of the ones he's prescribed so maybe these may be better but the thought of being back on these all the time sends shivers down my spine,like I'm some sort of outcast who needs pills to be normal ,it really aggrieves me.But needs must as the devil drives,as they say.I'm not sure if you or anyone has any experience of these but the ones hes put me on are Propanolol which I've had before then the others are proxazine and venlafaxine,do you or anyone else know anything of these meds,thanks for any responses
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What pills are you on and what mg?
Some people are put straight on to 20mg citalopram but find they need to take 10mg for a few days/a week to cope with the side effects. Some people even take 5 then 10 etc but I went straight to 20 as I just wanted to get going!
I am now on day 17, I've not had a great day, BUT from Wednesday - Sunday I felt totally fine, as if nothing had even happened.
It's a bumpy ride, but it's worth it. Keep talking to your GP, it may be that in a few weeks if you don't feel any better, they'll give you something else
Let us know how you get on.
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I told him that it was my job that was the root of all this stress and anxiety and literally facing the fear of becoming homeless is less worrying than going back,he encouraged me to go back and said it can take a couple of weeks before the venlafaxine starts working properly.
How I'm supposed to go back to work in this state is beyond me.I phoned my employer up and explained the situation and with me being of an honest considerate nature and a little mentally messed up at the moment I said it might end up being a few weeks before I'm well enough to go back as I'm currently in a right state. Her response was to not worry about the job and to worry about my own health first and foremost,which I thought was considerate of her.I'm absolutely distraught at the thought of going on long term meds again,it scares the bejesus out of me and is contributing to my anxiety,but must do what dr says I guess !!
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