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Sorry about my last post,, it was ridiculous.
Thing is I have nothing to live for anymore.
I had a heart attack 7 years ago and had a stent fitted in my right coronory artery. Then they discovered I have a AAA in my
stomach so I had another stent fitted in my aeorta. I have severe treatment resistant depression, ocd, and, agrophobia. On top of that I have moderate/severe copd and to top it all I discovered my loving wife of 30 years was having an affair. That really tore me to pieces. I can't leave the house as I get very breathless due to the copd. I can't exercise because I get very breathless with slight exercise. I spend my entire day worrying about anything and everything (ocd and gad ) I take 45mg mirtazapine plus 60mg prozac daily plus 15mg Valium. When I wake up in the mornings I feel like a zombie for about 5 hours. I only sleep 1 night in 4. I also have high blood pressure. So you see. What is the point of living like this
I'm not living, I'm simply existing. To put it bluntly I'm just waiting to die and to be honest it can't come quick enough. And forget about telling the doctor how I feel, I've told him that many times I'm sick of bothering. As he and the physc doc refuse to do anything because they are useless. I told the physc doc he was a waste of space, he wasn't very happy, but sod him.
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