Quitting prozac and starting again
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I recently stopped prozac after taking it for 20 years, I was taking 40 mg per day and near the end the doctor upped my dosage to 60 mg as I was feeling very depressed..my main reason for being on it was panic/general anxiety disorder. Well, stupid me I started feeling better and I didn't go back and renew the prescription and a couple of months off I thought I was fine but then had a major panic attack and looking back, I think I did go through withdrawal, mostly coming out in extreme anger and rage. Anyway the doctor had given me a prescription in case I needed it and it was for the 60 mg so I started it again, it's been just a little over 3 weeks and I am still panicking..today was the worst, I have to take Clonazepam .25 mg twice or more a day to stop it. He told me that I should've started at the 40 mg not the 60 mg but because it had already been 2 weeks I had to keep taking the 60 mg and ride it out..is it possible the 60 mg has made me more anxious and if so...will it end up working like it did a couple of months ago? Thank you, I appreciate any opinions just for piece of mind...since I feel like I'm losing mine. Lol Oh and I did stop the prozac for a couple of weeks about 9 years ago and the same thing happened but not as severe as this time..will I ever learn? Lol...thanks for any advice!!
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abella eva33325
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I understand the fear of feeling horribly depressed and the fear becomes as bad as the depression. I am so fearful of a relapse that I wake worrying that today might be the day I get symptoms of depression. We have good reason to be afraid. So far I have no symptoms but I am treating myself as gently as I can and will take more meds if I need to.
My research tells me that any change of dosage either up or down causes these panicky spaced out disorienting feelings, so that will be why your dr is hesitant to lower your dose now Eva after 3 weeks on 60mg. It is probably while upping your dose to 20mg put you into a bit of a slump too Rachel. Just keep going and we will all take one day at a time and try not to worry about tomorrow, just get through the day. So sorry your day is not as good as yesterday Eva. The clonazepam works best if you take it early in an anxiety attack. If you wait it out too long it seems to work less well. Like pain medication. Take it early and take more if your mood doesnt seem to lift.
You can both do this and normality is coming closer every day. I hope your flu is better. Sounds like your meds are kicking in nicely Rachel. If I got flu with depression that would usually put me right down mood wise. You are doing great both of you, under horrible circumstances. Keep your eyes on the goal. You will make it through this.
xxxoooxxx
eva33325 abella
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I just feel so unsure about everything..sometimes I think I'm ok and others not at all. Mine is more anxiety and fear rather than depression but I have been depressed at times in my life and know how low one can go, so to speak, Lol. It's 25 days today on the 60 mg...god I wish I wasn't counting but I can't help it, Lol. Sometimes it just makes you feel like such a freak...like what the hell am I afraid of??? The feeling of being afraid..anxiety and panic wreak havoc on your mind...looking forward to returning to some normalcy in my head and my life....it feels good to talk to someone too and you're helping me immensely. I hope one day to be able to return the favour but in another way not because I want you to always be doing well!!! xoxoxoxoxo I'll let you know how I'm doing tomorrow...one thing I am scared of is that 2 of the .25 mg won't be enough anymore....there's the anxiety again...it just has to get better..I'm really trying to think positive but it's hard. I will keep trying. xoxox
rachel62244 eva33325
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eva33325 rachel62244
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rachel62244 eva33325
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Anxiety
Low mood
Med side effects
Made up with cold
38weeks pregnant. Yes I feel sorry for myself
Just want to feel in touch with my surrounding that all I want, not to feel like a big bubbled up alien. O and for people to stop saying what's up? Pull it together! Get a grip of it! Don't them pills make u happy? Blah blah they have no idea. Sorry I'm just moaning
eva33325 rachel62244
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People that have never been through this can't understand...Just be easy on yourself..we are our own worst enemies, it's going to all be ok, you'll come out of this and it will be better than ever!
You're not moaning, you're going through a lot...it's all ok! xoxo
rachel62244 eva33325
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eva33325 rachel62244
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abella eva33325
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Thinking about you all and wishing you well. Congratulations on your pregnancy Rachel and Ava is a gorgeous name. My daughters second name is Rachel so we all have some connection in names!
If you can't moan about how you feel on this forum to people who understand then who can you moan to? We are here to support you, especially through these last few weeks of pregnancy where you are bound to be feeling extra blah with yourself.
I hope your flu is better and that your day goes as well as possible today.
Keep up the fight Eva, day 25 and counting....you've come a long way already and I am sure you will never feel this bad again. You are on the home straight both of you.
Hugs, hugs and more hugs.
xxxoooxxxooo
eva33325 abella
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It's a tiny bit better when I woke up this morning, still took my pill because I know I'm not there yet but something might've felt a little different, don't want to get my hopes up in case I'm wrong though, Lol. You're right, if we can't moan here then where else right? I'm keeping up the fight...I think we are all going to be great!!! Think you guys are great!
Hugs a million times for both you, Rachel and baby Ava! xoxoxo
rachel36737 eva33325
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christy74190 eva33325
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Reading other comments of what they experienced, especially with anger and rage helps me know I'm not crazy.
I can't get in to see anyone until June but looked online and saw that I still had an active prescription. Hopefully, I can get it filled and at least start weaning myself back on.
For those who have posted, thank you for sharing your experiences.
janalou eva33325
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emma05893 eva33325
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I realise this is a very old post but I'm going through exactly this at the moment. Came off 20mg a day about 2 months ago and now I'm a week and a half into re taking the tablets but I'm not getting any improvement and my anxiety is through the roof. Did they eventually start to work for you again? I'm petrified I will feel this way forever xx
erica93171 eva33325
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I am also coming to this thread late, but it is so appropriate. I got off Prozac about half a year ago and am still feeling the horrible feeling of being in a cloud, feeling lost and anxious. I thought I was doing OK, but I am beginning to wonder if the drug could have caused brain damage since focusing and memory have felt almost impossible. I am also probably not in the best and most secure of circumstances either, but it has been helpful to read about others' similar experiences. It sounds like a lot of people out there have had great sucess with the drug and do have to be on it for the rest of their lives, but I really don't want to have to rely on a drug for the rest of my life that I am not entirely sure is making me better in the long run. I'm at the point where I may need to start again because I want some more clarity of mind again and to stop the vicious negative thought cycles, but I am afraid of that period of it being worse before it gets better, how do I know that it'll get better? I appreciate all of the past responses on this thread, they are encouraging.