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reemus63571
reemus63571

iam really depressed that my head is all over the place and my brain can't stop thinking,I've just lost my job for gross misconduct for a stupid mistake,the beginning of the year I lost my partner,left with four children to look after,my work took my mind a little from thinking about it,then a few months down watched my mum battle cancer,got suspended while work investigated,lost mum and now my job,so many mitigating circumstances to why ilost my job,it was out of character but employer just ignored it,don't even want to open my eyes in the morning,can't rememberr the last time I smiled,life dont mean much to me,keep bursting into tears so many times out of the blue,cant remember the last time i had a good night sleep without my brain working none stop or if it not thinking I'm having these nightmares,Ive had enough

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  • AbbyJ
    AbbyJ reemus63571

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    Knowing about this forum is helpful.

    I just need to keep my nose above water until some of these feelings pass. I hope not too many days pass.

  • AbbyJ
    AbbyJ reemus63571

    Posted

    Knowing about this forum is helpful.

    I just need to keep my nose above water until some of these feelings pass. I hope not too many days pass.

  • AbbyJ
    AbbyJ reemus63571

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    I'm feeling like I want to die. I don't have the energy to kill myself but I've been throwing up for the past hour and I don't even have anything to throw up. I just can't do this.
    • reemus63571
      reemus63571 AbbyJ

      Posted

      sorry must have fallen asleep when you sent this message,I feel like that ever single day so its not just you,at least youre not going through this on your own!,all nauseous and pains in my stomach,I can remember a while back I was complaining to my works partner about pains in my stomach and something he asked me was are you stressing about anything and I asked why?he told me the time he went his divorce he had terrible pain and nausea and went to his GP,straight away one of th questions asked if he was going through any emotional times,after being tested and ruling other diagnoses out he found out it was due to stress,I'm so glad I stumbled on this site by accident as I googled dismissed from work
    • AbbyJ
      AbbyJ reemus63571

      Posted

      The nausea and stomach upset are the worst. I should be eating to help my strength but I just can't
    • reemus63571
      reemus63571 AbbyJ

      Posted

      just try and get anything down you even a slice of toast or any kind of nutrition shake even a slimfast,before you say anything it will only help you slim if you drink it on its own,it counts as 1 meal and has all the right vitamins that your body needs,if you have a meal plus that you'll weight on as you'll be having 2 meals,another thing that helps is actimel and I'm not saying it because on the tv adverts it shows every1 that drinks it full of energy,I use to drink a good few a day b4 the adverts and I use to wake up full of energy and life and it's true too much bad bacteria in the stomach can cause an imbalance in the body causing depression believe it or not
    • AbbyJ
      AbbyJ reemus63571

      Posted

      I believe all the gut bacteria stuff. I'm trying to have some crackers and think about anything else but it feels like I don't deserve to be happy or I don't deserve to think about other things like I should keep punishing myself because of this.
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