Seizures and binge drinking
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I have been a binge drinker for several decades...period. Even during my 29 yr career, still doing the same when I had the opportunity.
Several times after these episodes I've had seizures, most of them I have to scratch my head and wonder why, WHY I am still here. Banged up pretty badly but still here. NO, I am not a religious person. Not going there.
My DR and counsellor say - JUST QUIT - Easier said than done.
I am scared shi*less that I might have just one last one and that will be the end of Tim.
So I am wondering how others on this site have dealt with seizures.
Hope you all are coping well.
Will let you all know how I make out with the Kudzu Root when it arrives.
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PhallicMoron tim081952
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tim081952 PhallicMoron
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patricia44773 PhallicMoron
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PhallicMoron patricia44773
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patricia44773 tim081952
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Pat xxxxx
tim081952 patricia44773
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Sure they scared the hell out of me - don't know how long I was outta it. Woke up not knowing what just happened.
Swore I'd never drink again and once I felt better, started right over again. As you probably already know - we are invincable until it happens again.
No reason NOT to question, this is how we heal, hopefully.
Springforward tim081952
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I don't know you but I think you know you are an alcoholic, I think you know you will die either from seizures or bleeding or liver failure. You are worth more than this. Please go and get help. Start with your GP and if he/she is not sympathetic try a different one. Take control before it is too late. If you fail try again. It's the only way. GOOD LUCK !
charles54091 tim081952
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Talk to yourself, get serious, ask yourself what you want to be in 20 years. We've been beat around in what we call civilization for decades now, it's a circus, to get us where? Am I happy? What do I really care about? Go, go somewhere for no reason, go where you wanted to go when you were ten years old, or twelve. I'm 77 and life is becoming better and better, I feel freer and freer.
One shot at it, that's all we get. All the mistakes I've made, all the miles I've gone, soon, soon I'll be back among the atoms and molecules, and probably be a lot happier for it.
"Their souls are naked and alone, and they are strangers upon the earth,
And many of them long for a place where those weary of travel may find rest,
Where those who are tired of searching may cease to search,
Where there will be peace and quiet living, and no desire.
Where will the weary find peace,
Upon what shore will the wanderer come home to rest? Author unk.
Tim, you can ignore reality, but you can't ignore the consequences of ignoring reality. (Ayn Rand)
patricia44773 charles54091
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Pat.
charles54091 patricia44773
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I reached a turning point a couple of years back, at 75 when I could feel my body starting to change. So I've been rewinding and replaying the old memories...... very difficult sometimes. Growing up with two hard liquor alcoholics, who worked and could act perfectly normal most of the time, and me wondering 'what is going on here'. Well, I'm happy that that growing up gave me a permanent center of inquiry which questions everything. My sister and I are like near strangers, we don't know our cousins or other family.... I remember rumors of my father as a 'black sheep' of the family. We moved away....
I've seen a lot of alcohol addictions, and depression and anxiety, and I think it's that we simply can't understand what's happening around us and to us, and we're grasping for help. It's all so crazy..... Would I still be an alcoholic if I hadn't developed PN which helped me to stop? Very possibly...... What else besides a threat of a terrible, sick old age could have detered me from drinking? I wonder....
Those like youself Patricia, who have the time and patience to keep a forum like this active, is so important I think. And it is so important to keep sober in old age, and being able to be upright and honest with one's kids. I have such mixed emotions when I think of my parents, and equally mixed ones when I think of my own life, of what I might have done if I'd not indulged as I did. And then to go through it all again with my son......
I'm new to the forum but wanted to express some thoughts before I step into the Great Unknown, and to thank all of you for the support we all know we need.
Regards to all,
charley