Selincro has reduced my drinking but ..................!
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I have contributed to this forum on many occassions. I was probably one of the first people around the UK ( well England ) to be prescribed Selincro by my GP earlier this year. My story is well documented in earlier postings on this forum.
I have gone through all the usual issues identified when starting to take this drug and got through the difficult period to settle down into a lifestyle of being more in control of my drinking and only taking the tablet 2 -3 times a week on those days I am likely to have a drink. Recently I have taken a tablet just because it was Friday and there maybe a chance that I have a drink , even though I didn't fancy a drink at the time or went to have a drink and didn't enjoy it so left it at one. So it can be said that everything has been a success.
Not quite though ! You see I want to be able to have a couple of days when I do enjoy a drink. Whether it be at home with my wife or out with friends. The problem is that although the side effects of the drug have greatly subsided when I do take a tablet ( Infrequesntly now ) I still feel strange., cold clammy forehead, slight nausia and some light headedness ( best way I can describe it) plus it seems to increase my tinitus. There are other things difficult to describe also. I guess that if I then went on to enjoy the rest of the evening I could accept that but I increasingly find that I would be better off not drinking at all. Now that would be great for those people who have been recommended total abstinence but it was never my intention and my GP was supportive of that. The intention was just to cut down the amount of alcohol intake and to have alcohol free days.
So I am at a cross roads now. To continue as I am or stop the Selincro. From what I have read and been told, once you start it should be for life. ( Mind I was not aware of that when I commenced on the treatment ) I understand that if I was to stop my brain would readjust and a desire for alcohol reward would increase. All I want is to be well enough to enjoy a drink a couple of nights a week.
I know it is still early days in the UK but has there been any research into those considered as having a ' mild dependance on alcohol ' who commenced Selincro with success and then went onto to try and manage their drinking without the drug.
In my case I feel I have broken the habit of having drink everyday , even though my wife continues to have a drink and there is alcohol in the house. I don't want to go back to drinking 60 - 80 units per week but at the same time I am unhappy with my present situation.
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Gilesy11 rayboy250
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Thanks for posting your experiences of Selincro and thanks also to Paul and JoannaC3 for all their contributions too. I've been following the discussions on this forum for about 8 months now and its clear to me that I unfortunately don't fall into the non side effect group. My experience might sound a bit weak as I don't seem to be able to get going with it to start with but the side effects just seem to be getting worse and worse every time I start and stop.
I didn't take the first tablet correctly as ( like may starting this) I couldn't face a drink after taking the tablet, felt sick, dizzy, went to bed early, stretched like a cat all night (what was that about?) and got up on Monday morning tired irritable, a bit down, very tired and stretched it out for the day and had a bit of a rough day at work but not the worst. Probably fully recovered on Tuesday and didn't take a drink for another week, happy with the first experience. This time I had about a half bottle of wine and went to bed without the Selinicro as I couldn't face the side effects during a working week and planned to start over at the weekend.
The weekend came and I took one on the Friday night and had 3/4 bottle wine. Side effects were worse, although the stretching wasn't as bad, sleep was poor, I woke up feeling quite low and had a few basic memory losses during Saturday. Felt better by Sunday and didn't drink for another week.
I then gave up the Sel for about a month because the SE's were ruiing my weekends and gave it another go. To cut a long story short, I've had 5 attempts to get this started but the side effects are getting a lot worse. The main worry is that it makes me feel quite depressed now and affects my memory quite a bit. I work in the healthcare profession and one Saturday (had to go in to work as an emergency) I took down a message from the answer machine. I wrote the name of a patient down (a female) as a completely different name (a male ) and made a booking that day for a completely wrong person. The problem was fixed quickly when someone checked back the messages. I looked pretty incompetent to say the least but I was convinced I was correct.I have made many mistakes like this while on Selincro and This is stopping me taking it during the week. I tried starting again at Christmas where I had a week off but just couldn't take another tablet after the SE's kicked in even worse.
I was hoping to change to naltrexone to just get started but my doctor who was very good about prescribing selincro said that he could prescribe Naltrexone OK but not to treat AUD.
I really want to make this work but I'm a bit lost now . I was going to try ordering naltrexone online but the stores that send them all appear a bit dodgy. May just risk it though.
I've heard that although you can't split Selincro, you could divide it and put it in a capsule to prevent the irritation that the film is supposed to prevent, this may reduce the overall side effects? Any advice?
rayboy250 Gilesy11
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However that was never my goal.
I did get some Naltrexone from a recommended source ( you have to be very carefull and I will message you about that ) The side effects from Naltrexone were nothing compared to Selincro.
As for splitting the Selincro tablets and putting them in a capsule, i am not sure about that but I think there maybe an absortion issue as well as an irritation one to consider.
As for me I stopped Selincro mid December. I have drank unprotected since but at a much less amount than before I started on the Selincro journey. I am havinga drink 2 or 3 times a week but well below the old government recommended levels and often within the new recommendations. I do have the Natrexone to fall back on if things slip which would give me time to set the ball rolling with a consultant and my GP. At the moment though I feel in control of things. I maybe one of the lucky ones , perhaps I have been able to break the habit before my dependancy became too great. Time will tell.
sil99 rayboy250
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I started taking Selincro just before Christmas, I bought it online and have not consulted my doctor, had the usual side effects initially but got over them and have had no problems since.
I travel a lot, doing trade shows,visiting overseas customers and the like, so drinking is a given on these trips so I tend to take a pill every day whilst travelling and on holiday.
My drinking has drimatically dropped and my craving to carry on drinking when I have obviously had enough has gone.
Sometimes I take a pill and only have one drink that day and I have often wondered could I have done that without the pill, as I know it is effecting me in other ways, my libido is less and my general sense of enjoyment when drinking is lacking, which I put down to the pill.
Having said that I would not want to go back to the way I was, terrible hangovers, looking like death warmed up and on some occasions coughing and gagging due to too much alcohol the night before, not to mention the sleepless nights, shakes, cold sweats and the all consuming guilt.
I am wondering if the switch has clicked over and I could try moderate drinking without the pill.........
Joanna-SMUKLtd sil99
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What the Selincro has done is to help your brain realise that drinking is no longer providing the reward it once did - it unlearned the previously learned behaviour.
All indications seem to indicate that a once previously learned behavour is easy to relearn. When you brain starts getting the reward (endorphins) from the drinking again, it will most likely relearn, the cravings will return, the control will be lost and you are back on the train again.
This is what Dr Sinclair, who discovered the method of endorphin blockage to help recovery from AUD, found. It is also what is commonly noticed on forums relating to this method. People who have tried to drink moderately without the medication all seem to advise against it. Some who previously binged lost control almost immedaitely, and those who drank regularly found that the control was lost over a period of time.
In addition, you are only a few months into the method. If you are still having any cravings whatsoever, then the pharmacalogical extinction of those cravings has not yet happened in full. If this is you, then this is absolutely NOT the time to think about potentionally drinking without the tablet. At least wait until you are absolutely and completely craving free.
rayboy250 sil99
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I don't know the amount you were drinking in the past or what your dependancy was then. In my case I was having at least a bottle of red each night but quite often other drinks as well if socialising. Averaging 70 -100 units per week. I rarely had hangovers or felt unwell. I never had physical withdrawals or a need to have a drink when I woke up or other times during the day. It was just a habbit that I drifted into in an evening. If I managed to find something else to do or something cropped up that prevented me from having a drink then I was okay with that. I would maybe have a drink when I got home but I didn't try and drink what I missed out on. So where I admit I must have had a mild dependancy I wonder if it was more habitual.
I can only do what I think is right for me. I do know that if I did not get the side effects back as I needed the selincro less , I would have carried on with it. Good luck with what ever you decide to do, please keep us informed.
Ray
rayboy250
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Ray
sil99 rayboy250
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Thanks for replying
My problem was and maybe still is, is that once I start I cant stop.
Usually I can manage not drink Monday to Thursday, the get on it on a Friday which would normally be 3 or 4 pints beer or cider followed by 2-3 bottles of wine, which would mean I would have couple of liveners on Saturday morning leading to a boozie day, with the idea of keeping off it on Sunday so as to be semi reasonable for work on Monday, to the most part this worked.
However when attending trade shows and going on other business trips this all went out of the window and it was drinks every day, although I could manage to control it somewhat and conceal my hangovers.
Last Friday I planned to watch some sport on the TV and knowing I would have a drink took a pill, it took me over an hour to drink a can of cider and I didnt fancy another, I did have a glass of wine a couple of hours later and again took an age drinking it, no desire for another. It was then I wondered if I really needed the pills, and what would my reaction have been if I had not taken one.
I am in a very fortunate position that the cost of Selincro is not prohibitive however due to my liver condition my doctor will not prescribe Statins to me, so I am loathed to try Naltrexone which I beleive is tougher on the liver, so I think I will stick with Selincro for the time being.
I, like you, never wanted total abstinence, just to able to go out to the pub, drink normally and go home without the need to stop off on route for some take aways which meant continuing drinking until falling asleep (passing out) on the sofa.
I must admit I am in a much happier place than I was 4 -5 months ago as I feel as I have some control, albeit with the help of Selincro, just wondering if I could do it on my own..........
Joanna-SMUKLtd sil99
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I came across this today from Dr Roy Eskapa who wrote the book The Cure For Alcoholism which was based on Dr Sinclair's research. I thought in view of your current wonderings, it would be useful information for you.
Q: Can I become re-addicted if I stop taking my medication? If so, how long would it take?
A: If you are not drinking and you stop taking your medication, you will not become re-addicted. In fact, you should not take your medication when you are not drinking. But, you most certainly can become re-addicted if you ignore the Golden Rule and drink without taking your medication. If you are addicted to alcohol, it is because you have inherited the genes for alcoholism and also because you have practiced drinking over many occasions. The Sinclair Method does not alter your genetic code. Thus, you will become addicted again if you drink without taking the medication. This will not happen overnight – much like an eighteen-year-old who does not become an instant alcoholic simply by walking into a pub and having a few drinks. Becoming addicted to alcohol takes time. But since you have already learned to drink excessively, crave alcohol, and drink over the weekly safety limits, you will easily relearn your drinking pattern within 3 to 6 months.
It is well established that extinguished behaviors are relearned more rapidly than they were learned the first time round. The three year Finnish follow-up study did in fact show that patients who stopped taking naltrexone before drinking had indeed increased their craving and drinking, and the majority of these were back at the high levels they had been before treatment – the only difference being that their liver function had improves as a result of the pause in drinking.
PaulJTurner1964 Joanna-SMUKLtd
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Thanks
Joanna-SMUKLtd PaulJTurner1964
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I will copy it all onto a word document and email it over to you later today as it is quite lengthy...
rayboy250 Joanna-SMUKLtd
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In my case to date I continue to do well, so far. In fact, this week I have only had 1.5 glasses of wine since last Saturday. What is really good about that is that the half a glass resulted from being all that remained in a bottle. Now previously I would have just cracked open another bottle of wine. Now it just didn't bother me and I had a cup of tea.
Yes it is early days still to say if I will return to previous regular drinking but I wanted to ask a question. Is it possible not to carry the alcoholic genes and still get into a hablit of drinking regularly and developing a mild dependancy. Once the habit is broken it becomes more a matter of will power and lifestyle change. Has there been any research on this?
PaulJTurner1964 Joanna-SMUKLtd
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Joanna-SMUKLtd rayboy250
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I think the main thing for you is to know all the options and all the potential warning signs. That way, you will hopefully be able to keep one eye on your reactions etc.
When taking naltrexone or nalmefene, the pathways in the brain get stronger as they try (unsuccessfully) to overcome the endorphin blockage. So, with much stronger pathways the rush from the alcohol is stronger and when re-learned, it is harder to break again as it has more of a control and cravings are stronger. The brain will fight even harder to get the rush as it knows it might get it if it really craves hard.
This may explain why people seem to end up drinking more than they were prior to TSM treatment.
And also, each subsequent TSM treatment may take longer to reach extinction - there is no guarantee it will work a second or third or fourth time. Dr Eskapa had someone for whom TSM worked brilliantly. Over time he decided to try some controlled drinking without the medication, eventually got into a mess with it, but crucially TSM just did not work for him on the second time around. It simply didn't work :-(
PaulJTurner1964 Joanna-SMUKLtd
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People have varying degrees of dependence on alcohol. You get those who say, on Facebook 'oh I can't wait for the end of work when I can have a glass of wine.' This comes from people who don't have a serious alcohol problem, but the idea of not getting that glass of wine is a problem to them. Then you get people who will have a drink because everyone else is but wouldn't care otherwise. You get people like me who can have a diet coke because they are driving and don't care at all that everybody else is drinking and they can't, they just enjoy the atmosphere and only drink occasionally home and that is purely for the taste and not the effect.
Then, of course, you get those who get into serious difficulty with alcohol.
So it isn't as straightforward as two types of people, those who get in a terrible mess and those who have no issue with alcohol at all. There are many degrees of 'dependence.'
I agree with Joanna about the risks of drinking without protection. This is why other methods of treatment have less than 10% success rate and TSM has a published 78% success rate.
You need to be really careful, Rayboy.
rayboy250 PaulJTurner1964
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sil99 Joanna-SMUKLtd
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Thank you for both your inputs.
The "genetic" angle is interesting and could explain a lot.
My initial resistance to taking a pill is when I know I am only going to have one or two without 2 hours notice, up until now I take one as soon as I realise a drink is in the offing. Usually, I would think, I have finished drinking before the pill has had time to kick in.
It is on these occasions I wondered if any harm could be done without taking the pill.
It is not the fact of taking the pill that is in question, it is the effectiveness of it in these circumstances.
I am totally on board with taking a pill when going on any sort of pre planned social event that will involve alcohol, or even if I think I am going to have a drink later in the day.
I am not a rebel trying to buck the system, this is the best thing that has happened to me in a long time and I have no intention of going backwards just to show how clever I thought I was. I realise this is a life long regime and I have no problem with it.
So, as long a taking a pill without notice is more advisable than not taking one at all that is what I will do.
Thank you for continued support and guidance.
Cheers