Seriously addicted to co-codamol 30/500 HELP
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I need help, this is the first time I've ever written this out.
I am addicted to codeine. My secret, the one I've kept for nearly ten years. I've had a repeat prescription of co-codamol £224 which I get every 3 weeks and then I buy the otc codeine if and when I run out.
On Wednesday I went to my doctors and for the first time he asked me about my prescription and why was I taking it (initially for my arm a long long time ago) he said that I should go on tramadol instead and I insisted that I had to stay on co-codamol. He didn't push it even tho inside I wanted him to push it
.. When is it going to end? I've even tried cutting it down by purchasing those weekly pill tubs and putting them in there so I can see how many I have left. Without them I am anxious and stressed and I can't fuction in my life. But they are the evil in my life and I don't know how to go about stopping it.
What is easiest? Going cold Turkey? Cutting them down? I really need advice.
I know people will say go back to the doctors but I really don't want too, I'm too ashamed I just want to sort this out on my own. Thank you for anyone who reads this
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roz85048 Hopefirst
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I finally managed to get myself off co-codamol at the end of December 2014.
I'd tried cold turkeying it in the past, but withdrawal symptoms were pretty bad and I'd always go back to it. This time though, I gradually tapered the dose down over several weeks (it really doesn't matter how long you take, you should make your own reduction plan) until I got down to one 30/500mg tablet every other day, then every 2 days and so on until I got to 3 days and felt able to cope. I still had some withdrawal symptoms when I went from one level to the next and, although they weren't insurmountable, I actually think if I'd taken slightly longer to taper down, they would have been easier to deal with.
I can't tell you how much better I feel for being off this horrendous medication in all sorts of ways.
Do you think you could try coming off it the same way I did?
Roz
nicola27201 Hopefirst
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I'm pretty sure if in UK anyway that you can self refer to drug treatment programmes on nhs so no need to involve gp but in being honest with yourself your better speaking to doctor so they can stop your supply as in desperate times its an easy thing to go back too. I know you say it's not a good idea as you work in health profession but I'm sure you wouldn't be punished for your addiction. There are laws and guidelines around these things where if you are seeking help then no displinary action can be take unless you have broken the law with you addiction. I see all the talking about tapering and cold turkey but be honest with yourself can you trust yourself if doctor gave you a prescription with 100 codeine on it for a complaint you had as he wouldn't know you have an issue if you havent been honest With them. Also after taking such large amounts of paracetamol you really should have liver function tests to rule out long term damage. Everyone has their own route but your profession shouldn't dictate your health options and your in the profession that would understand the most.
steve62797 Hopefirst
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Please please look to what is in your head its all there your will power etc, you can beat anything and I do mean anything with inner strenght, I have proved it can be done.
Cold turkey is tremendously hard and traumatic but each day gets a little better, I hope this helps, I will look out for your replys and wish you all the luck in the world.
steve62797 Hopefirst
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If I had tried to come off CC with my GPs help it would have been on my medicle record that I had a drug dependancy and would have definatly lost my job.
I have a medicle every year with a test even if the test was clear my medicle record would have been enough to loose my job so you can see why I say cold turkey if it saves your career, once again good luck.
Latchy steve62797
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Yes I would certainly be investigated by the Health Professions Council as I take more codeine than is prescribed. My saliva and urine would both test positive for Morphine whilst I am working, even though physically and mentally my performance to treat patients isn't affected. I am tapering my dose myself. Fingers crossed I will be free of this drug soon.
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Lizzie46881 Hopefirst
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I was addicted to the 30/500 co-codamol and finally got admitted to a&e for an overdose. They did all the liver function tests etc and I was lucky in that there was no organ damage but I would definitely re-emphasise another poster's comment that you should get these tests done for your liver, kidneys etc
Going cold turkey for me was a trauamatic experience, it lasted 4 weeks and I had flu like aches and pains, a terrible headache, nausea, diarhea, shivers etc etc. However, it WAS worth it. That was in Novemeber of last year and I am now totally free of codeine and feel like a new woman, both menatlly and physically. I know its different for everyone, but if you've got the courage and will power, I'd definitley recomend cold turkey.
Unlike you. I'm retired so have no employer concerns about it appearing on my records, but again, as soemone else said, you have done nothing illegal and this shouldn't lead to dismissal, if it did I'd reckon you'd have a very strong case at an industrial tribunal.
I hope things are working out for you and know that I'm following your thread and thinking of you in your struggle
xxxxx
p.s., I wouldn't touch the tramadol as I've heard withdrawal from that is even worse than codeine.
lissylis Hopefirst
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I would write to the GP, explain in writing how it is and the help you want, it's easier that way. It's hard to explain in a short consultation xx
stacey11102022 Hopefirst
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The doctor at the drugs centre has asked whether I have GAD generalised anxiety disorder?? I had never heard of it before. But I'm just taking one hour by hour as it goes x
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I'm on my way to a better life. I hope so, anyway x
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gavboy7 Hopefirst
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I got a buzz off these as well so in the end would run out of my script before it was due by then I'd decided I'd had enough being dependant and told my new GP AS ID MOVEd , thought it was the sensible option and get on some kind of detox. BIG MISTAKE. She started shouting at me calling me a junkie etc , to say I was shocked was an understatement she then insisted she had experience of detox and then started taking the dose down 30mg every week which was vicious and I was sick all the time so I found my local detox scheme and self referred. If I had been in a fit state of mind if have sued my GP and the NHS to get her struck off but too late now. The detox scheme even suggested I report her but u know I wasn't well so didn't. But on Subatex now feel much better very clear headed not fuzzy , methadone I hear is awful and is a nightmare to get off. So good luck all.
j75125 Hopefirst
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I am an addict and have been for a long time like your self. I moved on to tramadol and dihydrocodine and I am a serious addict to the point if I had 30/500 co-codamol I would take 30-40 in less than two minuets as I have done. I recommend speaking to your doctor about your addiction as that is what I did, I am now on a detox and down to 6 dihydrocodeine per day all taken at once mind you but that is good for me and I am getting referred to cope sycologicaly as well.
Hope this helps you