sick of life
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Hello,
writing on here as can't really talk to nobody about my problem.
Being kicked out of my rented room as i am a danger to other residents as i am drunk all the time. I thought this was out of order but last night i left the oven on... i could of killed everyone in the house apparently.
I would like to just disappear, suicide seems a bit drastic. But i have some money. I would like to get on a train to timbuktu and never return.
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RHGB tre123
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I've heard that Timbuktu is a bit hot at this time of year, it's also a bit passé, it was all the rage in the '70s.
I hear Mogadishu is still quite lively and has plenty going on.
tre123 RHGB
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RHGB tre123
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I'm sure there is a YMCA.
tess33005 tre123
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Hi Tre - glad to see you back with us.
If you have some money, find another place to live.
See your doctor and ask for help with your alcohol problem. I know sometimes doctors aren't very helpful........but you might strike lucky.
Please don't commit suicide. Call a Crisis Line/Samaritans who will listen to you.
Go to AA. It's a start - even if you don't like the meetings, you'll find others there who will have suggestions which will certainly help you.
Keep posting, tre. We were wondering where you'd gone.
love Tess xx
Misssy2 tre123
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My heart BROKE when I read this.
This is what the f*CKIN...Alcohol does.....destroys everything! It is NOT YOU Tre...it is a condition ad a sh*tty one at that!
You have to keep going...like me.
I also am "sick of life" but don't want to commit suicide so with that said...we have to find a way to continue...and trust me, you are NOT ALONE in your feelings.
I cry everyday....practically every hour, I pace because my brain won't stop telling me how much I ruined my life....my family....my career.....
I'm desperate for therapy but don't have the motivation to call the therapist for an appointment.
Kicked out? Is there a way of convincing the landlord that you need another chance? Or is it time to move on from that place?
Where are you now? Life S*CKS sometimes and this is one of those times for you....things can only get better right?
I have to keep telling myself to live ONE HOUR at a time....and to TRY and appreciate that "breath" was given to me this morning.
gwen45436 Misssy2
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G.
Paper_fairy tre123
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Dear true. Don't give up. Will pm you before message disappears xxxxx
Paper_fairy tre123
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Paper_fairy tre123
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tess33005 Paper_fairy
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Misssy2 tre123
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tess33005 tre123
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Hey, tre - how're you doing - or have you gone to Mogadishu, as suggested by RHGB?
Let us know if we can help!
Love Tess xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
tre123 tess33005
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hi all.
Still here. Mogadishu is miles away and I don't have a passport.
thank you all for your kindness. feel better today. Have talked to people at work and feel less alone now x
tess33005 tre123
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I'm really glad to read this, Tre.
Remember we're here when you need us.
love Tess x
Misssy2 tre123
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I'm glad to read this too!
Keep your chin up.