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Suicidal thoughts.

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brandon12949
brandon12949

I have some major anxiety issues, and I am tried of dealing with them. At first, I thought something was wrong with my heart. Next, I was afraid of pulmonary embolism. Then poison, and a whole lot of other things. Now I recently am deathly afraid of one of those chestbuster aliens from the movies, and I have drove myself insane. All I want to do is kill myself, and I am only 14. I don't want to deal with this anxiety anymore.

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  • brandon12949
    brandon12949

    Posted

    I feel like crap, I am sick, my chest and body hurt. I came down with the flu it seems, and it isn't helping my anxiety at all. It is coming full force again and I am feeling deatahly afraid of that alien scene.
  • deirdre._03652
    deirdre._03652 brandon12949

    Posted

    Dear Brandon,you really MUST GET SPECIALIST HELP FOR YOUR ANXIETY.... please please. Please make your GP understand just how crippling it has become...I had two sons very similar to you..... one did not leave the house for six years ..... at the moment my other son ( I have three all

    With mental health problems ) has not been out of the door, even into the garden for two and a half years...

    Do NOT LET YOUR PANIC GET THAT BAD PLEASE,...my heart goes out to you, I know how TERRIFYING irrational panic attacks are..

    You are only very young. You must get help to stop this NOW...

    Take care young man, you are in my thoughts....DEIRDRE xx

  • brandon12949
    brandon12949

    Posted

    I really think it is happening now, I have this horrible feeling like it will happen and I will die a horrible death...
  • deirdre._03652
    deirdre._03652 brandon12949

    Posted

    Hi Brandon,..... is there anyone with you that you can talk to? If there is then please do so...

    Try to find something to take your mind off the panic.... read a book.....play some music.....watch a good film or something you enjoy.....

    Have your been to see your GP yet?...if not.. then do So as soon as you can.. please ...I truly wish you all the luck in the world..DEIRDRE xx

  • brandon12949
    brandon12949

    Posted

    No matter what I do, when the thought gets in my head it stays in my head. I tried listening to music and it won't go away. It is making me go insane, and the heavy suicidal thoughts are coming back again. I keep on getting more depressed each day, and I am easilly spooked.
  • archemedes
    archemedes brandon12949

    Posted

    I am truly sorry to hear that your situation has not improved Brandon.

    I feel the next step is the only real way that you can get on top of the problem, and that is to seek some immediate help from your family physician or a specialist who deals with this sort of anxiety disorder.

    I think that you must speak to your parents or guardian and ask them to make an appointment for you and go with you for the consultation.

    Please do not delay any more.

     

  • brandon12949
    brandon12949

    Posted

    God today is so bad, I am so afraid. This fear has progessively gotten worse, and I am about to go mad..
  • chloe62417
    chloe62417 brandon12949

    Posted

    i also have anxiety issues and i am also tired of dealing with it. i also thought something was wrong with my heart because i always get chest pains. i always be cautious about what i eat because i think its poisoned. i feel unsure about the food i will make someone try it with me. i am so afraid of the chestbusters i watched the movie last night and i could not sleep. i kept sucking in my stumach to see if i could see anything and i kep feeling to see if i could feel anything. after that my stumach started hurting and i was so afriad. but i have a very sensitive stumach and i always had stumach issues. but my mind keeps convinsing me that at some point something is gonna pop out of me. i have thought about killing myself. i said to myself if anything wrong happens to u kill yourself. im also only 12. im very sad i have to deal with this and be so scared all the time. idk 
    • deirdre._03652
      deirdre._03652 chloe62417

      Posted

      Oh chloe sweetheart, have you told your mum and dad how you feel..please tell an adult. Parent...teacher....GP....it is important that you have someone help you.....

      You are not alone sweetheart..we all feel like this at some point when we are young,,honestly....but you cannot leave this to get any worse....you are so, so young. I feel so sad to think that you feel this way....promise that you will tell your mum and dad tomorrow morning...they will be so happy and glad that you have....big, big warm, secure hugs to you lovey.....dee...

      I have four children and one baby grandson, and I would go to the ends of the earth to keep them happy and loved ...xxxx

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