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I literally could not do it...by myself. I have someone here...but he is not going to continue running around to get me things. So, we are basically fending for ourselves. But, when I am in a detox state...I need certain foods to get by. Gatorade being one.
So i left the house to buy Gatorade...and came home with alcohol. Now I'm stuck with out anything again.
My stomach can not tolerate all foods after drinking...so I need Ramien noodles, Gatorade, toilet paper...some chicken cutlets (blan for the oven)....take my vitamins...etc....I felt so lonely yesterday with my recovery and today I was literally pulling hair out.
I have had a couple of beers...and now feel a little better, I'm showered...and thinking I need to go get these things if I have a chance for recovery options tommorow.
But, since I have had 2 beers...I should wait until the effects start to wear off...so I don't end in jail for drunk driving. I don't know if I will get any of these things or even drive....but if I don't my recovery is non existent.
2 beers as a woman constitutes blowing a failure on a driving test....if I wait 40 minutes...which seems unlikely at this time...I will go...and if I don't wait...than I take that chance...for a chance of recovery. I have no chance either way it seems.
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