Today starts 8 weeks.....

I seriously feel like I am wasting away. I am still struggling with appetite. It is going to take until next week to get the results of the c diff test. I haven't had a good nights sleep in well, I don't know when. I am having to force myself to eat. I am always freezing to the point of wearing sweats and socks to bed. I have constant gas. As of today I am down 17 pounds. I still run low grade fevers on and off all day. The sad thing is, a lot of the c diff symptoms are similar to mono so I don't know if I am still suffering from mono or the c diff or both. I keep entertaining the idea of going to the hospital but everyone keeps telling me there isn't anything they can do. When I saw my doctor last week he didn't seem overly concerned but I am losing my mind. I managed to stay mostly out of bed yesterday than in but not sure that helped because I feel worse today than I did yesterday. I feel like this is never going to end. My house is going to hell and I seriously need to do laundry. With taking in so few calories every day I don't have the energy or strength. Not to mention I am tired. I think I keep wanting to go to the hospital because I know if something happens while I am there I am good to go. So that is my update. Sucks to be me

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