Trackingmyjourney
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Hi,
Discussion welcome. I have an incredible wife to support me but I would love to share with folks here as well.
Briefly. My second time on Cit. I started november 2021 and dropped september 2022.
I mistakenly thought i had been fixed by addressing a b12 deficiency. Turns out it was the Cit. I started falling apart slowly i October and maxed out in January with brutal insomnia and depression sinking in.
So far 4 weeks at 10mg and 2 weeks at 15mg. It has been tough, i get extreme side effects from starting up and changing doses. Sent me sobbing on the couch multiple times. Intrusive thoughts and waves of anxiety that I am managing with one 0.5 lorazepam per day.
Taking half a zopiclone to sleep as well.
I do not know the cause of my chemical imbalance. I am 49 and have had the easiest happiest life imaginable until this.
I suspect i have been given this suffering to learn some lessons......and i can say empathy oozes from me now.
I look forward to chatting with anyone who is interested. I am going to track my progress here so that i can look back and see progress.
Thanks
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lorraine90511 SubEkAll
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i have lost our thread of conversation for some reason 😦 when i clicked on the notification that you had replied it didnt take me to it, i have scrolled all of the pages but cant find it 😦
SubEkAll lorraine90511
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It is a long thread. It is still in there. On page 3 of 6.