Venlafaxine rant
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Hi all,
I need to rant a bit and hope my experience will help anyone who is in two minds about wether or not to take this drug.
I've been prescribed venlafaxine because I was very depressed and anxious after a series of tough life events and workplace bullying.
I thought it would be a good idea as it would give me the strength to fight. Bad idea... really, really bad idea.
Here's what happened:
I had all the typical symptoms of strarting up like nausea, zombie feeling, panic attacks, night sweats. After a couple of days on it I stared to bleed heavily, despite it wasn't the time for it.
GP advised to immediately stop the medicine. Here is when it got interesting.
I got a number of aweful problems. None of these have ever happned even remotely to me before. Today is day 4 after stopping:
My head starts to twitch and shake uncontrollably out of nowhere, same as one side of my face. It's seriously scary.
My brain makes crunching noises (sounds weird, I know)
I have sudden urges to hurt myself that I can only resist because I know it's the medication causing it. These stop after 10 -20 minutes.
Crying spells and anger
Constant headache, painkillers don't help
I can't concentrate at all for most of the day.
I'm guessing this is temporary, right? Did anyone experience these selfharm impulses and the muscle contractions in the neck and face? I almost called an ambulance because it was so scary.
Learning from this: I think I should have tried to get two weeks off and see if I can recover instead of taking a drug straight away and being sick for two weeks anyway. I wish the GP had come up with that idea. Now that I read all the withdrawal horror stories, I'm kinda glad this happened and I'm getting off the drug again.
Stay strong!
Laura
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michael_37726 laura43429
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laura43429 michael_37726
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One reason I didn't go to the hospital was that I thought they would just think I'm really suicidal and worse, rather than believing it's a side effect of the medication.
pixie22 michael_37726
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anne240 pixie22
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sarah20344 laura43429
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pixie22 laura43429
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sarah20344 pixie22
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laura43429 pixie22
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thanks a lot for the warm words. I could really use them right now. To be honest, I'm quite put off trying any antidepressant ever again at this point. The GP prescribed Setraline, but I don't think I can get myself to take it. He said to wait until the other stuff is out of my system.
If I imagine I'll have to take Setraline for months, just delaying the problem and then going through a 6 weeks withdrawal process afterwards, feeling awful.. I could just use those 6 weeks now, recover, do a lot of sports and re-build my self esteem and hopefully cope again.
But I'll still give it a couple of days of thought.
Cheers,
Laura
sarah20344 laura43429
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laura43429 sarah20344
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that's good to hear that you're doing well with them!
How does it feel like to be on an anti-depressant? No side effects for you?
I'm just curious because my life has been always a battle. For some reason I never got put on meds. I got a long way but it's still an exhausting struggle constantly.
Since I never felt the benefits of the anti-depressant I'm wondering what it feels like.
Cheers,
Laura
sarah20344 laura43429
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anne240 laura43429
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I am sorry it did not suit you.
laura43429
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thanks so much for all the answers and encouraging words.
It really seems like the Venlafaxine is great for some and awful for others. I'll definitely keep you posted on how it goes.
Cheers,
Laura
anne240 laura43429
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Anne
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laura43429 joanne61130
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I agree with you that some side effects are expected. I can live with a bit of nausea or headaches.
But what I'm experiencing at the moment is just off the record. It's taking me me to a place of mental and physical instability that is just too scary. I wish I had never encountered this place. It feels a bit like how I imagine a LSD trip gone wrong and a week long hangover.
I imagine if people have to cope with these effects for months, how they end up worse then they started.
One insteresting finding i just had: The stuff I took was a generic manufactured by a company in Slovenia that I have never heard of before: KRKA.
After reading this thread about the difference between brand name and generics, I really start wondering.
https://patient.info/forums/discuss/generics-can-they-make-you-feel-this-bad--28893
I also have a couple of friends working in the pharma industry in labs. They always tell me "if you have any way around taking a generic pill, don't take it".
So now I'm wondering... all this nightmare, especially the bleeding... maybe wouldn't have been that bad if I had taken a brand medication.
Unfortunately the Sertraline they dispensed is from the same unknown company.
Cheers,
Laura