Venlafaxine rant
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Hi all,
I need to rant a bit and hope my experience will help anyone who is in two minds about wether or not to take this drug.
I've been prescribed venlafaxine because I was very depressed and anxious after a series of tough life events and workplace bullying.
I thought it would be a good idea as it would give me the strength to fight. Bad idea... really, really bad idea.
Here's what happened:
I had all the typical symptoms of strarting up like nausea, zombie feeling, panic attacks, night sweats. After a couple of days on it I stared to bleed heavily, despite it wasn't the time for it.
GP advised to immediately stop the medicine. Here is when it got interesting.
I got a number of aweful problems. None of these have ever happned even remotely to me before. Today is day 4 after stopping:
My head starts to twitch and shake uncontrollably out of nowhere, same as one side of my face. It's seriously scary.
My brain makes crunching noises (sounds weird, I know)
I have sudden urges to hurt myself that I can only resist because I know it's the medication causing it. These stop after 10 -20 minutes.
Crying spells and anger
Constant headache, painkillers don't help
I can't concentrate at all for most of the day.
I'm guessing this is temporary, right? Did anyone experience these selfharm impulses and the muscle contractions in the neck and face? I almost called an ambulance because it was so scary.
Learning from this: I think I should have tried to get two weeks off and see if I can recover instead of taking a drug straight away and being sick for two weeks anyway. I wish the GP had come up with that idea. Now that I read all the withdrawal horror stories, I'm kinda glad this happened and I'm getting off the drug again.
Stay strong!
Laura
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ellebi laura43429
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Am returning to my doctor tomorrow to see what is next, either increase them or come off them and try something else
terry03243 ellebi
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ellebi terry03243
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How did yo finally get rid of anxiety
terry03243 ellebi
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ellebi terry03243
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I found the Lexapro good for a few years and the Fluxetine but these ones nothing yet. I tried the lyrica before too with the fluxetine but stopped them because there expensive to buy but ill see what the doc has to say today. Fingers crossed, thanks for your advice!
laura43429 terry03243
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I think your doctor, despite his good intentions, is ruining your health.
Antipsychotics have huge risks. They are for psychotic people. They may numb your feelings so much that you don't feel your depression anymore, but that is no life, is it? Additionally you are running the risk of getting very severe, long term disabilities like Tardive Dyskinesia (google it).
You say yourself that you never had a severe depression until the meds. You see what's happening?
The meds are changing your brain chemistry for the worse. Meds act on the brain in the same way as illicit drugs. They alter the brain chemistry to make you feel different. That may be helpful in the short term, same as alcohol can calm you short term, cocaine can give you more self esteem short term.
But long term your brain adapts and the drugs loose their effectiveness. Then you will be more depressed and anxious than ever before. Drugs may stop working and if you stop taking them, you're essentially in hell.
This is unfortunately not recogized by the medical profession even though it's quite logic and has happened many times in the medical history before (benzos, barbiturates, opiates etc).
I think your best shot is to very slowly (months or years) taper off all meds, live though whatever depression and anxiety occur with the help of a good therapist and hope for your brain chemistry to go back to the original state.
There is tapering plans at survivingantidepressants.com and advisors here and here:
http://www.btpinfo.org.uk/
http://www.recovery-road.org/
Here are some of the few psychiatrists who have realized and dare to speak out about what is happening with psychiatric drugs:
http://cepuk.org/
All the best,
Laura
terry03243 laura43429
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laura43429 terry03243
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You're probably still experiencing withdrawal symptoms from the Venlafaxine. These symptoms basically rip your mind out and can last for months. But doctors don't acknowledge this. They are not well educated about withdrawal and assume any withdrawal has to be over after two weeks. So that's why they're telling you it's all your anxiety.
Nonsense!
If you need some relief, do you think you can slow the taper? But you weren't feeling well on Venlafaxine either, right?
Remind me: You were on Venlafaxine for how long? And what did you take before? How long was the break between the med before and Venlafaxine?
I think a good indicator of your anxiety and depression without meds would be how you felt before you touched any med. This would probably be where you go back to when all meds are stopped and all withdrawal symptoms have subsided.
I'll cross my fingers that you find some relief and you'll get off the psych-drug- train eventually! Treat yourself gently, try to avoid anything that stresses you and eat well.
Cheers,
Laura
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terry03243 laura43429
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laura43429 terry03243
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10 years on meds is a long time. Sounds like you reached what is called "tolerance" or "poop out". That seems to happen to people after a couple of years on the meds.
It's terrible what the doctors do to patients. The worst is they probably even think they are helping, when they are making things worse and worse.
16mg ven is already very low. Congratulations! I'm not sure about the quetiapine. On the website I told you, they have a lot of experience advising people how to taper off, which meds to taper first and at what speed.
My hunch is they will tell you to taper of quetiapine first, as it has the worst side effects and risks.
It won't be a fun ride tapering everything off, but in the end of it you'll have your life back.
I'll cross fingers for you that you won't have to suffer too much.
Cheers,
Laura
terry03243 laura43429
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laura43429 terry03243
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I hope the psychiatrist you see is a nice one. I think there are some incompetent ones out there who just want to give you drug cocktails.
Don't worry that the appointment is only in August. Tapering is a test in patience and steadiness anyway. You probably need to stabilize on your current dose until you feel ok again or reduce very slowly.
I think rules that apply normally in life don't apply to withdrawal. Nothing can be wone here by "trying harder", "pulling oneself together" or "stop worrying about it". Worrying is a withdrawal symptoms.
The only things that seem to help is reducing stress, treating yourself gently, taking it one day at a time and keeping in mind it's time limited and you will get your life back.
I am sooooo lucky I wasn't on these drugs for too long. Four months later I am already starting to get better.
terry03243 laura43429
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laura43429 terry03243
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nichelle21355 laura43429
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i get to work and start woorking very energetic up and ready finishing tasked after tasked talking to ppl i dont talk to laughing walking drinking water every sec I dranked at least 6 bottles of water that day , and went to to the bathroom often .. my teeth kept grinding against each other i felt really good , high ,, i was out of controllably horny , moaning out of nowhere and biting my lips especially knowing the guy i like was there didnt make anything better.. i started to feel cold & hot my eyes open widee , i tried gum to keep my jaw moving but it just locked down , every time i felt that the feeling of the venlafaxine was wearing off i wanted to take another one cause how good it feels, but i dont wanna look like a maniac at work pupils dialated and all and i do look crazy on mdma , after awhile my head started hurting , i couldnt eat , tried forcing it did not work , as i get into bed to sleep i could sleep at all , i got up to get ready for work but couldnt i still fellt the venlafaxine in my system as I am talking now I still feel it because the story i am telling you happened yesterday at 10am all the way until now , my mind is telling me take it right but im all alone with noone to talk to then something tells me not to idk its driving me nut
nichelle21355
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one min i was laughing ,talking happy , horny , next im aggressive , wanna fight , start fights
laura43429 nichelle21355
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It seems like the drug invoked some symptoms of serotonin syndrome and mania in you. I would tell this to your doctor. Don't let them give you any drugs for mania though. Sometimes they say "the drug has uncovered an underlying bipolar disorder". This is total bu**sh**. The drugs can induce mania in people who would have never become bipolar.
You might get withdrawals about 48 hours after stopping the drug. Fingers crossed they are not too severe. For me they are lasting 10 months already.
laura43429 nichelle21355
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nichelle21355 laura43429
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laura43429 nichelle21355
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Were you really really bad? Like lying in bed not getting up anymore depressed? Because that's the only situation where this toxic drug is warranted.
nichelle21355 laura43429
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I cant eat , every noise irritates me
laura43429 nichelle21355
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Was your doctor aware of you taking both?
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laura43429 nichelle21355
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There's a really good website called survivingantidepressants. There is very experienced moderators who can tell you exactly what likely happened and what they will advise further. They have seen a lot of adverse reactions to antidepressants.
@moderators: I know you have a great collection of depression ressources with links. I keep forgetting where it is. Is there an easy way to find it?
nichelle21355 laura43429
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laura43429 nichelle21355
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Theres also survivingantidepressants . org. Very good info there.
nichelle21355 laura43429
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laura43429 nichelle21355
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nichelle21355 laura43429
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I used to do a lot of ecstacy and molly & coke so this drug isnt a street drug but feels so good
laura43429 nichelle21355
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nichelle21355 laura43429
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and I dont wanna get addicted to it , its driving me nuts ...
all im thinking is to open the cap and snort a lil of it
laura43429 nichelle21355
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nichelle21355 laura43429
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smoking cigarettes to calm me
Emis_Moderator laura43429
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@moderators: I know you have a great collection of depression ressources with links. I keep forgetting where it is. Is there an easy way to find it?
It is here https://patient.info/forums/discuss/depression-resources-298570
It is a pinned discussion on the Depression group page. You can quote this link any time and it won't go for moderation. What I will do is add it to other relevant groups like Venlafaxine and other meds groups. Then users can find it by clicking the group link in the breadcrumb at the top of the page. You can also add it to your bookmarks/favourites for quick access if this helps.
Regards,
Alan