week 7 on fluoxetine, needing advise
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Hi everyone.
I have been on 20mg of fluoxetine and 80mg of propranolol now for 7 weeks and I have only had a slight bit of improvement I have had a review with my GP and I think she wanted to up my dosage but I was too scared so she said at my next review in 4 weeks time to see how I am then.
This is my first time on these medications and everything has been triggered by me buying my first house and moving out of my parents. To cut a long story short I brought the house in July, moved in in Oct after painting it etc, the first night I could hear next door's music and their child crying which i was not used to living in a detached all my life, it made me feel sick and I started worrying, days went on I started being sick and noticed that they are very loud a lot of thudding, banging and music playing. My symtoms were worrying, over thinking, not wanting to be there, not eating, crying and very low mood. I got so ill in Nov I had to go back home, I visted the house every day until xmas then after xmas I had a break down. I was sucidial and my mind was over worrying and thinking that much I thought I was going crazy! I went to the GP they perscribed me the 20mg fluoxetine, I got worse went back and got the propranolol aswell, I started paying for a private therapist which I have had about 7 sessions. I kept away from the house until last week I went up there for the first time in over 6 weeks and felt a bit ok then went up again and could hear next doors music, my chest started burning and I felt like I was going to be sick so I left. I felt worse then I did when I first moved in and it confused me because I wasn't on medication then.
Just wondering if anyone could give me any advise on the Fluoxetine should it be working better? Will it help me when I hear a noise at the house? Will it help me comparing myself to other people?
I'm in a bit of a mess and so confused by everything
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abi28
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Week 9 now and having moments when I feel my old self but as soon as I think about the house I can feel the anxiety and go over and over thoughts in my head that I can live there then reasons why I can't.
At my review next week I will see what my gp says still debating whether I need to give it longer or increase
jane75220 abi28
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There is an organisation called icope that produces leaflets on several issues and you can self refer. I assume hat you are in the UK.
abi28 jane75220
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I pay for therapy and I have had around 8 sessions now and we have started the work after 6 talking sessions, the last 2 sessions I have had she has done hypnotherapy work with me but she uses cbt as well I'm guessing it's just a slow slow process as she said there's lots to delve into.
Thanks for your support
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Is there a way I can check I'm not sure she has certificates on the wall but iv never read them
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jane75220 abi28
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Oh ok I'll have a look thanks for that.
I pay £25 for over an hour session.
jane75220 abi28
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The charge is about right but if the sessions are being extended then be careful. The counsellor should have established a contract with you at the outset and an idea of whether she could help you.
Anyway there are relaxation tapes and mindfulness videos online for free!
Meditation and yoga are good.
Do you manage to have an active socuial life outwide of work I wonder. I hope you do not mind my asking.
It is important to socialise
Also holidays are important as they give you something to look forward to and also a change of scene.
Purpledobermann abi28
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No I don't socialise at all at the minute just go work and come home. Because I feel like I will feel bad when I socialise because I just compare myself to others and it really gets me down and everything reminds me that I'm ill or reminds me of the house.
Going on holiday always makes me really anxious so I wouldn't dare do that at this time.
Yes I had a free hour session where I just told her everything and she decided there and then if she could help me.
Thanks
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abi28 Purpledobermann
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Not really and I can't afford it because I'm only working part time and struggling to pay my bills
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Not really because I'm back at my parents and my partner is at our house on his own
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jane75220 abi28
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You can cope with his honeetly. You aree stronger than you think I can tell.
Ypu ave acheived a lot. You have learned a lot.
You have your own place.You have a partner. You have your parents.
Remember you are not alone in this.
You have had 8 sessions with a therapist. Have you considered changing to another one. That may be a way forward for you. It could be that as good s your present therapist is that you may nrnrfit fromm a different person.
Please note that this suggestion is not intended to imply any criticism or slur whatsoever on your present therapist. It is just that sometims people need a different approach.
Have u tried staying at your house say one day/one night a week to see how you get on?
abi28 jane75220
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No I have not considered changing therapist because I feel a good connection with her.
No as I drive upto the house I start feeling so sick and nearly be sick so then can't face going in really thought that side of my anxiety would be under control on the meds
jane75220 abi28
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It was just a suggestion that is all. I am glad that you are happy with your therapist .
I was wondering if your therapist could perhaps visit you at your own house to access the situation in more depth. Some therapists do home visists albeit they may charge slightly more for travelling time etc.
Take care
abi28 jane75220
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i thought about that I wondered if she would come up the house with me so I could explain how I feel.
thanks
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abi I think that you need to get away for a short break, perhaps a weekend in a really nicehotel. there are lots of deals going at reasonable prices.
I do not know about your financial situation or if you would consider the afore mentioned but if you did go away say on your own it does give you the opportunity of having your own space and also the chance to see how you feel away from things that are on your mindaand the reminders.
Just an idea that's all!
abi28 jane75220
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It is a good idea Jane and I would love to just can't afford it unfortunately because I'm only working part time and still having to pay the mortgage so have no money.
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I just don't think I could cope with going away right now because I usually have quite bad anxiety when I go away it might just add to the anxiety and make me worse I think I'm just not strong enough yet.
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jane75220 abi28
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Don't worry Abi.