Weird
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I am taking Campral for cravings...and it is weird.
I don't think about drinking.
An event happened that would usually send my thoughts immediately to drinking...and that DID happen but my thoughts didn't stay there...I went immediately into a panic attack.
I'm still having a panic attack (over a1/2 hour) and usually when they last that long and are this strong...I think there is nothing that will hold me back from drinking.
But I am not thinking of drinking...weird.
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ADEfree Misssy2
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Sorry you have to deal with the panic attack!
Misssy2 ADEfree
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I never saw that post from RHGB....it must have been included in a thread or maybe it was a topic....Typically if I'm not taking something and someone posts about it...I don't read cause I won't have anything to add.
I was against taking anything..but my Dr. really wanted me too...so I said I would try it....and that led to many other pills she had wanted me to try...well (not really) 2 other pills....
Sandiescan3961 Misssy2
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Funny as I tried Campral and it did nothing
for me!!! Maybe I wasn't in the right mindset or my surrounding influences weren't right??? Tell me has anything else changed whilst you've been taking Campral?????
ADEfree Sandiescan3961
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Misssy2 Sandiescan3961
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And when I see commercials on TV regarding alcohol? I think it looks gross....and I don't know if you know anything about ME...but I am someone who over the last two years should have been dead at least 2 x out of about 10 trips to the hospital from drinking alcohol.
ADEfree Misssy2
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This is a good omen, Misssy! It sounds like it will help you not care about alcohol.
Misssy2 ADEfree
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ADEfree Misssy2
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Misssy2 ADEfree
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As you know - early in recovery a person is very apt to jump right into stress and anger...and me not being able to type freely my feelings on any website is a deal breaker for me...and sends me into a fit of rage, panic....etc. Sounds stupid...but it really happens with me and it is not a good way to start a day...cause I tend to drag that anger with me all day.
Thank you!
ADEfree Misssy2
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I'll shoot you some more suggestions via PM so your thread doesn't get filled up with tech stuff.
tess33005 Misssy2
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It shows what you can achieve with the help of campral - not that I've ever taken it as I'm a diazepam addict, not an alcoholic, but my husband is an alcoholic, and it boosts my ability to help him when I read good things about campral.
All I need to do now is get him to the alcohol advisory service - easier said than done, but I'm going to try.
I'm thrilled that the campral is working for you. Keep at it. Love Tess.
Misssy2 tess33005
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Your not a diazepam "ADDICT"....you are addicted to to diazepam. Don't let that word "addict" define you. I don't. Addict just sounds bad...alcoholic...doesn't bother me.
Thank you for being happy for me.....hope you get some help too...to me...and addiction is an addiction alcohol or a drug.
tess33005 Misssy2
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I understand what you mean when you say to me that I shouldn't let the word 'addict' define me.
Hopefully in a few months I'll either have stopped, or got down to 10 mg a day. \my doctor thinks that with my history, he'd consider it a success if I got down to 10 mg a day and then just stuck to that. That's what he's going to recommend to my GP, anyway. Of course, if I want to carry on until zero, he won't be stopping me, but really, Misssy, the amount of benzos and Zs I was taking was astronomically high - I should, apparently, have been dead a long time ago.
But as you see, I am very much alive. I'm so glad campral is working for you. Keep at it. You can beat this. Love Tess.
Misssy2 tess33005
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Even thou you came here on this site for your husband...i think many of the topics....apply to other addictions as well (including yours)....just insert benzo or Z's when there are chats about alcohol related problems...and you will see the shoe very much fits for YOU here.
tess33005 Misssy2
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They're very addictive, as it happens.
I quite see your point about topics relating to alcohol also relating to drug addiction, and I agree with you.
Hope things stay good for you. Love Tess.
Misssy2 tess33005
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Do you go to any meetings? AA or NA? I know when I was in AA...alot of people addicted to other substances where there because they like the AA format better...AND...in our area....
UNFORTUNATELY....it seems many that are attending NA are forced to do so thru courts or prison and some people are afraid of these types. Some people are forced to go for alcoholism as well but it seems that the people addicted to other substances....are looked down upon more and honestly I have been to some NA meetings (just out of curiousity) and the people around here in those meetings can look kind of "rough" and scary at times.....
I enjoy helping everyone...AA.....NA....but most importantly right now...I have to learn to HELP MYSELF.
ADEfree tess33005
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