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whats the point anymore

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girl
girl

I don't no where to start. trying to function while not lettng on how crap you feel is so draining all i want to do is hide in bed and think about or actually hurt myself. I;ve been here before, much worse but I wasn't self employed then. I dread doing anything that means I have to interact with people but am good at pretending to be ok so people don't find out. everyone thnks I am ok gp wants to cut my meds, cmht discharged me months ago (was better then than now) don't want to bother anyone cause not as bad as before but don't know what to do feel so alone and isolated don't want to do anything except hide

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  • shadow
    shadow

    Posted

    Hi tiny tears sorry 2 hear u not feelin 2 clever at the moment but hang in there i no its hard but it will pass, small steps 1 day at a time at your own pace. Sorry not replied untill now been away all weekend (uncle funeral) and not been intouch wit net (it was painfull desperate 2 talk). Im terified 2 say the least now i feel nothin, the next few months are goin 2 b tough with aniversaries death and memories and not sure how i cope. Sorry enough about me hope u feelin better soon and hang in there u can do it take care thank u :cuddle:
  • Guest
    Guest

    Posted

    Hi Shadow, just wondered how you were feeling? Ive been a bit desperate and i have made an appointment with a solicitor to find out my rights as mother of 2. Life is just never very easy!! I hope youare getting there...I just feel sad and a bit desperate, but I am starting to make small moves, like you have said...hoping it will make things clearer. Take care of you and hugs to you to, Tiny Tears.
  • Ez
    Ez

    Posted

    all we have is questions, but we'll never know. the one thing that keeps me from going over the top, is that i am not the only one that feels this way..

    Hang on.. just hang on..

  • shadow
    shadow

    Posted

    Hi there Tiny Tears thats good and a positive am sure they will give u the right advice. U r very brave i wouldnt b able 2 do it. Im tryin 2 introduce my head 2 the rest of me at the moment they seem 2 b2 different people and total strangers its a bit of a struggle at the moment. Glad 2 hear u r movin forward good work keep it up u show them and take care. :ok:
  • shadow
    shadow

    Posted

    Hi Tiny Tears just wonderin how u doin ok i hope. Im havin isues with my emotions and feelins at mo,1 min am fightin 2 deal with them next fightin 2 find them in a place called hell at mo. Just wonderin how u all doin.
  • Guest
    Guest

    Posted

    Shadow, Hi, feeling very scared and very lonely, ther does not sem anywhere to turn and I dont want to feel pushed into a corner. I am not feeling well at the moment I feel out of control, Ive not been able to do my usual activities , like phone a friend, I am inhiding, and I feel sore. But I know I can fight this, I know I can, hope you better?
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