Convinced I'm dying of cancer. I just don't feel right.
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So it all started just over 3 weeks ago I had a shooting pain in my head followed by my whole body going weak and numb-like, I panicked!!! After that I haven't been right. I've had shooting pains all over my body, tingles mainly in the left hand, dizziness, smoky vision, flutters under the skin, scared that my limbs were ganna stop working so iv constantly been checking them, I now have pain on both sides of my abdomen under my ribs and I constantly and I mean constantly feel soooo sick! I've been to 4 diffo docs all of which say it's my anxiety! They've only checked my blood pressure and pulse felt my tummy etc how can they be so sure?
Pic honestly feel sooo I'll im not getting out of bed I can't eat ... I think I'm on the verge of having a breakdown! Everyone around me has had enough but they don't understand how sick I feel!
anyone ever very honestly felt like they were physically ill all day everyday from anxiety? Someone please reply !!!
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Esther_777 rhianna45855
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nicole101681 Esther_777
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samantha34933 Esther_777
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Hi i know you posted over a year ago but i just wanted to reply in case you still use site but I get really bad tingling in my hands which then leads me to believe theres not enough oxygen to them. It's a vicious circle isnt it!! i cant shift it myself i have 3 kids and feel so sorry for them I'm useless to them as a mother. hope you get better soon xx
iain68035 rhianna45855
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mark2510 rhianna45855
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Well after reading your post I'm somewhat releaved But still scared .
I have been to my local GP and explained that I wasn't feeling to good he carried out the normal checks and a physical examination and said everything is in good order .
My symptoms are somewhat identical to what you've described I'm really worried on how to control the anxiety as I don't really wanna take any medication .
It's been going on for 4weeks now and it seems to be getting worse .
Would you suggest going back to see The doctor or alternatively is there a specialist but you can see to get diagnosed ?
Any information would be greatly appreciated
Cheers .
Moo88 rhianna45855
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rhianna45855 Moo88
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I'm not doing great tbh, feeling so ill don't believe it's anxiety anymore. How are you lovely? ,,xxx
ryan47011 rhianna45855
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I have constant stomach pain, bloating, gas, tingling sensation, headaches and chest pains and all I can think of is that I've got stomach cancer and I can't get it out of my head!!
My doc keeps telling me it's anxiety.... after blood tests all fine and ct of abdomen all fine.
Feel so lost and like I can't cope anymore
I really understand how you feel
rhianna45855 ryan47011
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How are you? Do you feel any better? I've got downhill again and convinced I have stomach cancer feel so unwell xxxxx
carl14709 rhianna45855
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I have been having thoughts of being terminally ill for years you name it I have had it . It has made me a wreck at times as I feel imbassesed to talk about it with anybody even my wife as when I tried I was told I was stupid to think like that . I have been to the doctors lots of times and they have never found anything wrong with me . I must say reading all of your replies to this subject has eased my sense of fear a little . I am currently convinced I have a brain tumour as I have constant head aches although I have just found out I need glasses and the other symptoms are of stress headaches I can not get the though out of my head. It's horrible and has cursed my live for years I hate it but con not seem to find a way out of it . Even writing this has made me feel a little better knowing I am not on my own with this .
Mark_vs.anxiety rhianna45855
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alex16783 Mark_vs.anxiety
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rhianna45855 Mark_vs.anxiety
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Mark, - are. You still on this forum?
I have had that EXACT pain under my left ribs constantly for well over a year.
What was the outcome?
I'm CONVINCED I have cancer I really am xx
sarahw1990 alex16783
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Was ur lymphoma slow growing then? And hows ur prognosis? I have had a swollen lymph node for 4 months now, aching in my body, fatigued and occational sweating. Due to have another ultrasound of my neck tomorrow as im convinced the node has gotten bigger..also aches occationally. All blood tests have come back clear though. Im pushing for further tests to hopefully rule it out for certain. The ent consultant believes my anxiety has manifested it. I know what i can feel but the anxiety certainly doesnt help.
Almac14 rhianna45855
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Medicine but It didn't work. My stomach just makes a ton of noises and I be having gas alot. So I went in and got a blood test and Urine test. Had some things high some things low but the doc said it was nothing tomworry about. The urine test happened to be fine but he did notice a higher than usual number of WBc in my urine but he said if I didnt have any bladder pain I was fine. Well the first thing I did was go to google and looked up what this could mean and man o man I seen so. Many things and I start self diagnosing myself. I've never been diagnosed with anxiety or depression and to be honest I didn't really beleive it was an actual disorder than people go through. No offense. But now im starting ti question if I have anxiety or depression or both. I mean since coming abroad the last month and a half has just felt off and i worry so much and google things and that does not help any more. Like many of you guys I think every ache pain lump has to besomething. It is really taking a toll on my everyday life my eating habits, social
Life, ai even feel as if its affecting the way I breathe. Like I be so worried it could be something serious and I start freaking out and panicing. But then I think can the Mind really make you feel Ill??? Thats what I don't know. Just from a standard blood and a couple urine test plus a couple checkups the doctors have said I was ok. But I don't feel ok. I'm no where near a doctor and know nothing about what they do but i just feel weird and I have to diagnosed myself with every cancer there is and its honestly making turn crazy. I think im having symptoms of everything there is. I dont wanna do anythjng but lay in bed and think about this allday everyday. I do play pro sprts and i feel like this has thrown me off completely of my game. I've even felt as if i were having panic attacks during a game. Like im just so scared to see a doctor and take all type of test. I feel like im going crazy just thinking about it day jn day out. It has me in a depressed mood daily. Everybidy tells me it's nothing and that if i was truly Ill I wouldnt even be able to participate in sporting activities but my mind is telling me something different. I just wanna feel normal and get out of this slump or whatever ot may be. I had to reply to this post tho
Because Insee so many people talking about and experiencing what I have been experiecing this last month and a half.
rhianna45855 Almac14
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Are you okay? - are things any better for you? Sorry I haven't been on this forum in a longgggg time x