Does anybody else feel normal and pretty good in the evening ?

Oh Lou that so reminds me of how I feel - when my family was young, I used to relish those “alone time” moments.  Now, I panic & a sense of dread comes over me when I know no one will be home with me.  What the heck? Crazy thoughts  of worse case scenarios cloud my thoughts...I never ever was this person before - 

Totally! I’m grateful I have obligations though - just getting things done in the morning drives me on, even though im feeling awful, I just keep saying - just keep it together, this will pass, you’ll feel better in the few hours...xxx

Oh definitely!  Otherwise...I probably would never leave my bed!  I just take lots of breaks in between 🤗

I like them all here...but cannot stand if they are near me sometimes 😂

I forgot...speaking of crazy thoughts...when I was REALLY bad about being alone... I would leave the front unlocked In case I needed to call an ambulance...so they wouldn’t have to break the door down to get to me and my husband would have to fix it...completely NUTSO!  I am better about that now 🤪

Yep! I totally get that! Anxiety on overdrive - 

Nothing sounds crazy Lou .... I do that if I’m driving ... think of my escape route if I lose it or freak out . 

I too loved being alone and it never bothered me .... now I don’t like it and for the first time actually feel very lonely . 

OMG lou I’m just the same, I really struggle to get through my working day with the same symptoms as you then I get home which is a great relieve iv actually made it through another day without collapsing in front of someone or someone’s found me dead alone in my office. Then once my husbands home I start to calm down. 

I sad problem is We’r wishing the days away which is wishing our lives away and it’s just not fair. 

Love to all and wishing we feel better soon 🤗x

Thanks anxiousface!  I am going to the dr tomorrow to discuss my Vestibular Migraine theory...then to my new obgyn the day after to get back on oral BCP.  I am sooo much more informed now...I will not be sitting on the exam table crying!  I’ll let you know!  Somethings gotta give.  🤗

Me too Lori. Being alone never bothered me. Now I find myself feeling very lonely.

I know how you feel. I struggle every day getting out of bed. I have two young kids, a boy and a girl age 9 and 5 respectively. It is so difficult because you know you have your obligations and responsibilities where they are concerned but sometimes I wish I could just send them with someone for a day or two just so I could get some rest and relaxation. The only peace I have is when they are at school and when the hubby is at work. But the day seems to go by so fast that they are home before I know it. I can't wait until they are old enough to do more for themselves. I had my kids late so during their formative years I found myself smack in the middle of peri. I hope I'm still in one piece by the time they are older so I can enjoy them more. I feel that peri has made it difficult for me to enjoy my life. It has robbed me.

I’m so sorry I feel your pain ..... I’ve never felt so lonely in all my life