Feeling Low
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Hello Ladies,
I was really contemplating on wether or not I was going to post because I know I sound like a broken record. But I am feeling so low today. This is one thing that I haven't really dealt with in the last couple of months. I don't want to believe that I'm depressed but maybe I am. I've been questioning so much since all this has started.
I was such a happy person and enjoying life and now all of a sudden I don't know what is going on. When all this madness started about 5 months ago. I didn't know which way to go. Now that some of those symtpoms are gone for now and I finally felt like I was getting back on the path to normalcy, I feel like I'm right back where I started. I have been crying for 3 days now and I don't know why. You would think that since I'm feeling a little better physically that I wouldn't feel so sad.
I tried to handle things on my own as much as I could but I don't think I can handle this anymore. I hate that I feel so sad. I am thinking of talking to a therapist and maybe they can help me sort some things out. I've never dealt with anxiety, depression or anything. My family tells me I'm so skinny, I don't look or act the same. I've been so consumed with trying to figure out what is wrong with me that I can admit that I have let a lot of things go. Docs won't help, they tested everything including my hormones and eveything is normal except me being anemic and I'm getting help for that. My cycles are still somewhat regular so they say no peri. I just don't know anything anymore and I'm so discouraged.
Sorry for the long all over the place post and I really hate to be a downer. Since I don't have a therapist yet, I just needed to get this off my chest.
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callianne_65675 jamie50513
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I can relate. I've been what I call 'weird' for the last couple of days. I started out yesterday having a good day, then it all went pear-shaped. I had such anxiety it was crippling. So either I'm depressed or anxious.
The thing is for me, I don't what causes it, whether it is bipolar I suffer or the peri.
Like someone here said, go to a Doctor (I'm very bad at that maybe you are better at that than me, though!). Find one who will really listen. The feelings are real, the symptoms are real, wherever they are coming from. So, on that thought it's better not to suffer.
I feel so alone and isolated. I am scared to make new friends as I feel I will somehow let them down. So, I choose to be on my own.
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I also moved countries so was going to make all new friends. I still haven't and it;s been 3 years. Oh well!
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It's a theory I have, that this phase takes 9 months, the natural way, what do you think, wonder if that makes sense to anyone else? I live in hope!
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( i controlled the panic with deep breathing, i know, easier said than done, but we don't have a lot of options but just to get through it, take care)
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I've just been prescribed HRT patches. So I am going to start them tonight. Fingers crossed
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