Health Anxiety
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Good Evening
26 year old male here working as an occupational therapist.
Have a question relating to health anxiety, has anyone else experience when reading up on there physical symptoms and reading related symptoms to diseases ect they start to physically experience them also?.
My physical symptoms are..
Pins and needles occasionally in hands and feet daily.
Tingling limbs this also includes hands and feet.
Floaters in both eyes.
Full body twitching and jerking throughout the day.
Digestive problem such as excess gas, bloating stomach noises.
Muscle tension and pain.
Headaches
Sharp pain in middle of chest happens throughout the day.
Heart palpitations, rapid heartbeat where I can feel my pulse constantly in my hands, neck, arms, back of head.
Docters are pointing to anxiety, had full blood count came back normal. And MRI Head and Neck.
Been offered antidepressants although I don't feel anxious or depressed I do feel constantly edge.
And feel that I might of develop health anxiety due to the symptoms im experiencing. Thinking I have got MS, ALD, Eye cancer, brain tumour, or rare digestive disease...
I have now started to become fixated on my moles on my body constantly thinking they are changing or develping new ones. I'm starting to feel insane..
I am enrolling in counselling with my first session starting on Wednesday evening to expore and to give rationale towards thought process.
Thank you for reading commets would be greatly appreciated.
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jmcg2014 richard69411
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AnonymousWoman jmcg2014
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jeromy86 richard69411
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jmcg2014 jeromy86
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jeromy86 jmcg2014
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Jayney84 jeromy86
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irina1975 richard69411
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What you are describing in your post, was exactly my situation back in December 2009.
It all started when I got full custody of my son, and I starting panicking about dying and leaving my son without a mother.
So, I started having, what I later discovered, health anxiety.
I quit smoking cause I thought I had trouble breathing, and i thought was lung cancer.
Then I was getting pains in my stomach...I thought was stomach cancer. One morning I woke up with the bridge of my nose a bit tender. I googled it right away, and I saw "possible cancer". Then my bones were sore...I thought I had bone cancer.
If people would tell me they were sick, I always asked what their symptoms were. And I was getting them too. If someone said they had cancer, I would ask what kind and how they were diagnosed(symptoms etc)...and yes, you guessed it. I had them too!
Then every time I looked at my watch was always 9:11. I thought was a sign. I used to cry myself to sleep, until I reached out for help in March 2010. On my way to see the pdoc, guess what...I driving behind an empty hearse. That's it I said. Another sign.
When I got to the pdoc, I told him all about the empty hearse. He talked to me for a long time, I explained nicely all the kinds of cancers I thought I had and he ran a battery of tests which came back normal.
And yes, I was put on medications, which worked wonders for my anxiety.
So, you are not alone. I didn't think I had anxiety and needed meds. But I was wrong.
Because what you are describing, it's definetly health anxiety!
jeromy86 irina1975
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irina1975 jeromy86
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I got cipralex (lexapro), and I went to therapy after. But it's hard to follow therapy once the meds start working...cause all of a sudden, I was cured of all diseases!
Mind you, wait until all your side effects are gone. Than you will see the benefits.
And don't get me wrong...I'm back on meds, because I didnt consider staying in therapy and my anxiety came back last month. Now I'm on this forum trying to get over the side effects. Now I'm taking celexa.
What are you on?
jeromy86 irina1975
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eleanor79071 irina1975
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I have the EXACT same situation! My dad died at 42 and I have this anxiety that I'm going to for at 42 (I'm 40). I've been going to the doctor for what feels like forever! Upper abdominal pain, shoulder burning, chest and back pain, pins and needles pain when taking a deep breath, a cough, the list goes on and on! I feel like every time I look at the clock it says 42..12:42, 1:42 etc! I google everything! I know I shouldn't but I can't help it! I've had blood tests, ultrasounds, chest X-rays. Now I'm thinking I need a CT scan. I am a mother of 3 and I worry about leaving my children. I'm a smoker so I'm convinced I have lung cancer. It's so frustrating because I have physical symptoms. I worry that it has to be something because I can't just have all these symptoms....I feel the physical pain! Your post made me feel better but I don't know how to get rid of the physical pain!
Helen
yellowbird76 eleanor79071
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I now feel like I suffer from health anxiety. But I am trying to overcome it. I found this site: http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/hypochondria/Pages/Introduction.aspx
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http://www.nhs.uk/conditions/hypochondria/Documents/Health%20Anxiety%20A4%20%202010.pdf
I have been reading through the second one a lot and some of things on it has helped me. Just thought I'd share with you. It is a terrible feeling and I know what it is like to be scared about leaving childrenbehind. But I just decided after sitting here one night not being able to take deep breaths, aching stomach and the feeling that I was going to end up in the emergancy room I had to do something. I found this site and it led me to do more searching. I hope this helps a little! I think talking or writing about it helps a lot too!
SkyeBeth irina1975
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caroline46516 eleanor79071
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renA3912 caroline46516
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I hope you are feeling better and can help !!!
carolinegrace irina1975
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elaine75058 caroline46516
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sean2015 irina1975
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Please what meds were u on I've been put on progabalin but feel worse only taking25mg a day
angel919 renA3912
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Hi my name is angel. Im new and i have been reading all ur posts and i must say this is where i belong. I too suffer from heath anxiety. Im 58 yrs old. Look 40 and noone believes i do not feel good because everyone says"u look great" well yes u can feel like this. I too lead a life of constant dread of dying. Now im fixated on internal bleeding, heart attack. I too smoke more from stress. I recently had hip replacement surgery and i swore i wouldnt pull thru. I was given that blood thinner and after the fsct i swear i have all the symptoms that will kill me. I also have the worst stomach issues that i must be bleeding inside. I have no energy im weak anxious depressed and feel doomed most of the time. It just comes on out of nowhere. I dont know what to do anymore all i do is worry. I worry so much i exhaust myself. There is so much more for another day. Just thought i would ilet u know. Non of u are alone. I hope thru this site we can help each other. And i was doing counseling fir substance abuse ptsd depression panic etc.. But when my symptoms came back i had to stop. So worried about everything. Wasted so much of my life worrying and i have great support at home my husband snd myvlil yorkie cheechee. Ok talk to u later good luck
lucy23769 caroline46516
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I have just been reading all these posts and I thought the exact same thing I could off written it myself to I have every single symptom of anxiety u all have mentioned and infact I'm having a really scary bad day with it today.one question I have to ask is could having numb hands and then being a slight blue colour have anything to do with it and I find myself constantly looking at my hands and asking people if they look blue.so scary and relate to all off u.lucy xx
jeff18640 irina1975
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I don't know if you are still on here but holy cow we sound exactly alike I still deal with this every day. I feel like I'm all alone in this situation.
christine_10668 irina1975
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Hi irina I am having the same symptoms you previously had my doctor started me on metazepine what medication worked for you I don't think this medication is working for me.
Thanks.
Big_lass_j angel919
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Hi angel it's good to finds someone the same has me I am so desperate... I am 61 and so scared all day everyday I just need to talk to some one that understands ... hope you see this angel .
Dbmetsfan irina1975
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