I can't accept that some symptoms are caused by anxiety
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Hi all,
Last month I had a testicular scare and since then l haven't felt the same mentally and physically. In the days leading up to the appointment, I was in a state of panic. Felt weak, stomach pains, irregular bowel activity, pain in lower back, amongst other things.
I had my testicle issue checked by 2 different doctors. They both said it definitely wasn't cancer and most likely caused by the tight pants I used to wear. I mentioned the other symptoms and they said I was just highly stressed.
Although I was very relieved it wasn't testicular cancer, I was still concerned about the other issues. I was waking up early, still feeling weak, especially in my legs. When I tried to get back to sleep I would experience a head rush like dizziness. In the space of a week, I went to A&E twice and also my GP twice out of sheer panic. Each and every time, I was told it's stress/anxiety. But for some reason I cannot accept this.
I now no longer feel the testicular pain I had before but my stomach pains, particularly lower down on both sides, seems to have flared up. I'm experiencing constipation and still wake up each and every morning feeling ill and lethargic. I've hardly got an appetite anymore and I've lost a bit of weight which my colleagues have noticed. I've been going in to work but I just don't feel right. I cannot focus or work how I used to. I'm having sleep issues (insomnia) and the bags under my eyes are ridiculous.
Now, thanks to all the google searches on symptoms, I seem to have diagnosed myself with bowel cancer. I've got another appointment on Thursday where I will plead for a blood test and possibly a colonoscopy/endoscopy.
I just haven't felt the same and I can't accept that anxiety is causing all of this physical pain.
Anyone else feel this way too?
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dawnann jramble
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Ramsays thomas1962
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I'm thinking of going on anti-depressants to see how it would affect my symptoms.
I do take the occasional beta blocker when I know I will find myself in situations that will trigger my anxiety such as delibering presentations. It helps regulate my heart beat and I get less of the symptoms associated with a panic attack,
One night a few days ago, my fear of dying was so high and I was so convinced that I had cancer and it had soread to my lymp nodes (cold sweats, feeling of a fever even though my temperature was fine) that I was grasping at straws to calm myself down. I felt pain all over my abdomen and pelvic area, was cold due to he cold sweats (my bed was drenched) and ended up shivering uncontrollably. I couldn't tell whether my shivering was due to me being cold or me being scared.
I took a beta blocker and over the course of the following 15 minutes some of my symptoms started to go away. I was no longer cold, no longer felt the fever, fear had somewhat dissipated (as much as it can under the circumstances).
If anything at least there is a go to until I get my results. Hoping it might help others.
Reading up on experiences like yours do help and I really appreciate you sharing them.
Leonela jramble
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Zerodark jramble
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mark45877 jramble
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I also get weird pains that come and go in my chest and back that always make me think the worse. I wish I never googled my symptoms this has definitely been my biggest problem and has made everything worse.
Like you I really find it hard to believe that anxiety can cause all these symptoms which can really be scary as you know. If you are still reading this forum it would be good to know how you are getting on.
It is comforting to know you are not alone. Regards Mark.
jt02626 mark45877
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JustLilMe jt02626
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