i need help dealing with this

i recieved my call back from the doctors and they stated that my hsv1 and 2 test results came back positive..im depressed inside i feel lost idk what to think my husband is supporting me but we dont know where i got this from, he is gonna wait till next week to make a doc app. to get checked...what if im the one who gave it to him...im cluless rn idk how to live with this..i dont feel like the same person i dont feel sexy no more i want to make love to my husband and now idk how to go about that?? i want to scream to the top of my lungs and cry but i need to contain myself rn..im sooo scared ive never had a breakout just one little blister (thought it was a cut) went to check it out now im herpes positive...im schocked i been tested twice this year and everything came out negative why now? i been with my husband two years he dont have no symptoms at all not even me but im oral and genatal positive h

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