Mirtazapine withdrawal horrendous
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Hi! I have been off and on Mirtazapine several times over the past 14 years. I have also taken Gabapentin (off 2 years), Zoplicone (off 2 years), and Seroquel (off 11 months). I have now been off the Mirtazapine for 4.5 months and the w/d symptoms have been horrific (chronic insomnia, burning, tingling, numbness, vibrations throughout body and head, adrenaline surges, depersonalization/derealisation, myoclonic jerks, burning brain, feeling like I'm either going 2 drop dead or go insane at any moment and the list goes on. I have had a few windows the past couple of weeks, but it very soon goes back to being extremely debilitating, painful, terrifying and horrendous). I am feeling extremely weak, exhausted and hopeless.
Has anyone else suffered so horrendously getting off this poison and if so what did you do to manage your symptoms so they were at least tolerable? As I am extremely paradoxical to almost all psych meds and a ton of other pharmaceuticals, going back on any drugs is out of the question. I don't want to have to live through another w/d like this for as long as I live which may not be much longer if I soon don't start getting some regular sleep. At best now I might get 2 hours per week. Please answer as I am desperately in need of some advice and support as I am getting weaker by the day. Thank you.
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ann55375 barbara48848
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Calmer barbara48848
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WOW Barbara, what a terrible ride you have had. It has been said that Mirt' is the devils medicine and for you I gues that is true. I've read of many folk who have had the symptoms you have had, what I don't figure out is why some people suffer so much more than others ... DNA I suppose.
Like you, I suffered with insomnia, but I couldn't and haven't been able to work out if it was actually WD or my old pre-Mirt symptoms returning as it started 3 months after stopping Mirt.
What dose did you quit at Barbara? I think that is important ??
sunshine1234987 Calmer
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Calmer you seem to be pretty knowledgeable. I don't know what to do! I am in agony at one month off mirt, I was pretty ok them wham at the 4 week mark anxiety through the roof, mental anguish, racing thoughts, afraid to fall asleep, etc. I am so terrified. Please tell me it gets better!
ann55375 sunshine1234987
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hope you are better than me still at 1.88 and not feeling any better after several weeks.
sunshine1234987 ann55375
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I think all that will help is time. I can't handle any more psych drugs. I have ativan but my doctor told me to try to avoid taking it. I'm so scared.
Calmer sunshine1234987
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Hi Sunshine
Feel for you; of course it will get better, everyone is different so no one can say when the anxiety will clear. The windows grow and the waves subside for sure, and then you get the odd wave, and then you feel well, and so it goes on. What dose did you stop at Sunshine?
The only thing (non drug) to try to ease the anxiety is to try and lean into it, it takes practice, did you look at the Dare response . com at all ? There is a support group on facebook; I know its not GAD you have (Generalised Anxiety Disorder) but anxiety is anxiety, learning and reassuring ourselves that it cannot really harm us is key to relieving it. Also meditation might help, look on You Tube for sleep meditations or look for Michael Seeley there - see what works for you.
Best wishes, hope you get some relief soon
Calmer sunshine1234987
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ann55375 Calmer
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karen_57593 sunshine1234987
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ann55375 barbara48848
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have you had any physical problems like me. I wonder if i have another problem alongside this one. I feel sick so much and have intermittent diahorrea, dont really have any appetite either.
i have tried similar meds to you but i have the same problems with them all, so like you i am not willing tomtry any others. I just want the life affecting symptoms to go.
i am unable to go,down herbal route due to warfarin use.
tanzanite14 barbara48848
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Hi... I am so sensitive neurological to thease kind of meds... I was on mirtazapine for 2 yrs and I came of them with ease but only by using lorazepam. I recently stupidly started taking them again due to chronic insomnia. 4 days I lasted. You would have thought I had ms or Parkinson's desiease the side effects were so bad.. Let me tell you even after just 4 days I'm having bizare effects.. Today is day 4 off and I've been like a brain dead zombie.. Severe adrenal surges, uncordinated limbs, severe sponge head jolts shakes ear preasure and I feel like im dying.. Never underestimate this drug.. It's worse if you are already compramised in the adrenals. Never felt so ill from head to toe even my hair feels sick.. Shocking after just a few day's on them.. I'm a mess... Can't sleep at all now and I'm just drowsy... Good luck all I know from experience it will pass but vile just vile...
john94307 tanzanite14
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I couldn't agree with you more. Mirtazapine is a nasty drug. I experienced a lot of the same WD effects you have, brain/body zaps, uncoordinated limbs, etc. I was on 7.5 mg and reduced all the way down to 1.875 mg before discontinuing completely. Like you, WD effects seemed to really manifest 3-4 days after discontinuation.
cindy25151 barbara48848
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I was on Ativan Remeron and seroquel I have the same symptoms as you for so long now seven months
ann55375 cindy25151
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i am on a mirtazapine withdrawals facebook site, you have to be invited and i could ask if you like?
cindy25151 ann55375
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Also yes sick for seven months feel brain dwsd