Propranolol - from devestating anxiety to calm in 1 day
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Hi, I am a 36 year old professional male and for the past 3 months I've been suffering with anxiety attacks. I thought the anxiety feelings of panic was actually brought on by low blood sugar but my blood tests came back fine and at that point I realised my issues were linked to anxiety. I am usually a confident person and only ever experienced anxiety when presenting to large groups at work, basically I could feel my heart racing and had an urgent need to leave the room (flight response), I could hold my ground and get through it but it was the worst feeling in the world. Other than presentations I would usually be 100% confident, I go on dates or even interviews with no anxiety but recently I can get the same anxious feelings by just meeting a friend for dinner or taking a phone call. I have had some issues in my personal life which I think have brought these on and also my work has been very quiet lately so I have been pretty isolated - a "big deal" used to be a work presentation and now its just a meeting or even seeing a friend.
My anxiety could range from feeling uncomfortable and uneasy through to a medium panic attack. During a panic attack I can sit there and function but I feel dreadful and its so difficult to articulate myself, I just feel like running out the room. I could spend the weekend with family and my girlfriend and be fine, then head for dinner the same day, with the same people and feel anxious in the restaurant.
My GP prescribed Propranolol, 40mg to take before anxious situations or twice a day, whichever I felt comfortable with. I had been feeling dreadful that week, had a couple of anxiety attacks and had been extreemly restless and unhappy, my sleep was heavily disturbed too and I couldn't eat. I had lost a stone over the past few months, mainly from loss of appetite and from not drinking (due to this making everything worse the following day).
I took a 40mg tab that evening, 2 hours before going out. Within an hour I felt so relaxed, I literally felt like my worries and anxiety was releasing from my body. That evening I had planned to go to the cinema, the building was packed and there was stress getting a ticket. I had felt anxious about this earlier that day (before taking my first Propranolol) but when I arrived I felt in control. I was chatty to the people behind, we got our tickets and I really enjoyed the film - previously I have felt trapped by being in the cinema around lots of people.
I didn't sleep very well that night but the following day I felt fine, I took a tablet with breakfast and headed to work. Certain situations which would cause my anxiety to rise just didn't phase me all day long, I was proactive to try to provoke situations that could cause me to be anxious and nothing happened. I ended up heading to the shops after work and then to visit family at 7pm, by the evening I could feel that the Propranolol was wearing off and I did feel slightly anxious and it was more difficult to talk to family members.
I still need to test the Propranolol during more stressful situations but so far I have been amazed with how effective this drug is. I still feel a little down but my worrying thoughts do not spiral out of control as they used to. When confronted with a tense situation by body just holds its ground like it used to and I seem to be able to get through anything now. I get a little tingling feeling, as if my body is trying to make me feel anxious, but it just gets no momentum and this then gives me confidence to continue. Propranolol is such an amazing drug.
Side effects wise I have had disturbed sleep and a slight aching round by my kidneys. No sweating, sexual disfunction, irritability etc - everything feels fine. I actually didn't take a tablet last night and slept really well but I did feel anxious for an hour this morning until the tablet kicked in. I think I am going to take it twice daily to have some regularity and make sure I take this early enough for it to kick in before my first meeting each day.
I realise that Propranolol isn't fixing the root issue and I plan to have counciling in the next few weeks (GP is sorting that out). I do think that Propranolol has enabled me to get my life back on track, I can go to work, see friends and lead a normal life whereas just a week ago I was thinking I'd have to give up work and possibly move back in with my parents for them to look after me, that seems crazy now looking back.
I would strongly recommend Propranolol to anyone suffering with anxiety, panic attacks or possibly even to help get through tough presentations or interviews.
That's me story, I will come back and add updates - anyone else had similar experiences?
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trueman
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shirley59939 trueman
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Please take the tablets..I'm sure they will help. I have been on them for 5 years and I don't know what I would have done without them. I was having horrendous anxiety attacks and had to attend the hospital three times because I thought I was dying. They have literally turned my life around so please give them a go. You may get some side effects but that is a small price to pay for the relief they will bring. Good luck
trueman
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shazzamac35
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I was also anxious about starting but so glad I did
jennifer00491
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julie06441
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sara92938 julie06441
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julie06441 sara92938
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YES!! It's terrible and it made me consider quitting my job!! So, I'm glad I found propranolol. I take 2 (10 mg each). I take them approx 2 hours before my speech. You really can't feel anything happening but then when it's time for public speaking....you are in CALM mode as opposed to PURE PANIC! It prevents your heart from beating out of your chest and your breathing will be normal. No shakes, or adrenelin rush or panic. It's like it takes away the psysical symptoms so you can get through it. My doctor also gave me lorazapam pills (0.5 mg) and I have taken half of a pill approx 45 minutes before my meeting as well. Please check with your doctor to see what is right for you but I do recommend Propranolol if you have to get speeches or have a general anxiety disorder. It takes the edge off and you can actually function.
sara92938 julie06441
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julie06441 sara92938
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sara92938 julie06441
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blackpoolred sara92938
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sara92938 blackpoolred
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My resting hearbeat is about 60, so it is on the low side but not quite as low as yours. I only tried it once so far and it did help alot but since your heartbeat is so low, I would check with your doctor first. Can I ask why it is that low, are you an athlete? I hope that you can try it because it made a big difference to me and I get terrified to speak in public. I shake and my voice trembles, it is just the worst thing and it is so embarrassing!
julie06441 blackpoolred
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Mine is in the 60's. Call you doctor and just verify that it's ok to take. Anywhere from 10-20 mgs makes a big difference in how you feel and that is considered a very lose dose. Don't pack it in yet! At least try first. You must have good qualities that make you qualified for your job so don't let this ruin it for you. I felt the exact same...and sometimes I still do but I just take it day by day and this medication helps alot! The more confidence you gain the better you will do with everything too. I know the feeling...it's like pure panic and first response is quit so you never have to feel it again. But this is just a challenge and you may as well face and and try to conquer it. Good luck!
sara92938 julie06441
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I think that is good advice that you gave blackpooled. Can I ask you a question? I only used the propronolol once and I did notice a difference but I was still a little shaky not too bad though. I took two 10 mg tablets, do you think I could try taking three 10 mg tablets next time? I weigh 140 lbs. Just wondering what your thoughts are. Thank you : )
julie06441 sara92938
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I really don't know. I imagine it would be ok but I think you should always check with a doctor to get the ok to increase the dose. I have done a ton of research myself (because of my own issues) and I do know alot of people take way more than 20 mg. But...I've also read about overdoses etc. so it's really hard to say what would be best for you. I would check with a doctor so that I feel safe with a higher dose. I know what you mean though because I've thought to take more too but just havent done it. I have to go back to the doctor in a couple weeks so maybe I'll ask about that. I've also noticed that the propranolol takes away the physical symtoms of the anxiety but the scared/nervous thoughts are still there. I think it mostly prevents the shaking, trembling, rapid heart beats and sweating etc. So, now when my words come out..they come out "NORMAL" instead of all panicky, scared and shaky!
blackpoolred sara92938
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I would not call myself an athlete but I like to keep myself fit. I have a slow resting heartbeat because I am healthy(that is what my doctor tells me). I have palpatations quite a lot and I remember 1 doctor a couple of years ago saying he would normally prescribe betablockers, but could not prescribe them to me because low resting heartbeat. I think this Propranolol is a betablocker, Yet this doctor tells me it wont be a problem to take even with my heartbeat. I think sometimes they cant be bothered to look at your file and are just happy to prescribe anything. I am a little weary of trying them even though they have only given me 10mg to start with. Thanks for your reply
blackpoolred julie06441
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I cant quit my job as that would be giving in and I have 2 teenage daughters at uni and I feel responsible for them and also a mortgage and all the rest of the responsibilities It is good advice to take it one day at a time though and that is how we should all live our lives.
I pass a homeless man each day on the way to work at the moment and always buy him a cup of coffee and give him some money and we have a chat - that is the last conversation of the day I have with a human that is not actually an idiot - I envy him a little, at the moment, as his live seems so simple - I know that sounds daft.
My worries should be nothing to his, but it still does not help me overcome the fears and stress of all the responsibilities in and out of work .
I digress I shall have to try this propranolol to rid me of my general anxieties and this public speaking fear. How hard can it be to talk - its just words, so why does it bother me so much.
I will face my fear and see it as a challenge and I hope you have good luck conquering it too.
Thanks
jimbo2753 julie06441
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samuel_87508 julie06441
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80420 blackpoolred
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Can I ask if your sitation has improved?
slimdog samuel_87508
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slimdog julie06441
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anita32004 slimdog
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slimdog julie06441
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JohnnyEnglish julie06441
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Hi Julie,
I have read your posts & I have the same condition, I'm in my late '50's and have suffered with this all my life. When I know there is something coming up where I have to speak in front of people I try to fins excuses not to attend. Have missed promotions because I have this terrible fear. I have done presentations before small groups and each time I'm like a wreck, heart pounding, blushing, sweating, it's so embarrassing, afterwards I feel dejected and a failure. Last week I went to my doctor and was prescribed propranolol, I have to stand up in front of a lot of peoole this week and I'm in bits. I took tablets this evening to see if there is an improvement, I don't notice anything and constantly the worry and fear is on mind every day. I hope I will be ok on the night. Thanks for your posts & hope all goes well for you now.
priyanka85 JohnnyEnglish
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