So tired of it all.
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I know I'm on here a lot but I'm really starting to feel like I've truly had enough of all this, every damm day is the same. Can't sleep and when I do I wake up feeling so sick, I feel dizzy and wobbly most of the time, every bone aches, my hair has thinned, ive put weight on, I have no womb, ovaries, cervix everything's gone, no HRT due to migraines a lot, can't concentrate, anxiety and panic attacks, I feel so done in like im about to die most days - how much longer can my heart keep beating keeping this wrecked body going and what for just to keep suffering every day, it's nearly three years of this and it's getting no better - hubby doesn't understand or care what's the point if it's always gonna be like this. Might as well give up this is no life it's just misery every day with new symptoms all the time crying and feeling so sorry for myself - im not a woman anymore im just a thing.
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sharcerv52408 Fairy28
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Xx
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jamie50513 Fairy28
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You are are a wonderful and strong woman. You have being doing this journey with no HRT and that takes a strong person. I wish I could give you a date when it will end, but just know that it will end. You will not be the same person that you was before this journey. You will have become an even more stronger, better person to have braved this journey the way you have. Your day to feeling better is coming. Just continue to hold on. ((Hugs))
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debbie12340 Fairy28
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Hugs,
Deb x
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debbie12340 Fairy28
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Deb x
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Deb x
sazzie42 Fairy28
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My husbands has similar traits to yours on a rough day!!!! He just carries pocket tissues if we go out together as he has learnt I will need them at some point- that's if I dare go out!!
Here to give you a peri hug x
Sazzie42
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TropicalVon69 Fairy28
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Feel a little better for it
brendababy Fairy28
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I have ME and developed during a time of high stress/anxiety and burn out
I was well for years but going into meno has brought all of the symptoms back 100% worse than ever
If there's a possibility you could have this don't worry cos when you stop fearing your bodily sensations and symptoms and allow your hormones to settle then all of the symptoms will switch off
I let the anxiety build up also like you and feel sometimes that I can't suffer another day, however, I just do what I can even when I'm dizzy/off balance, wobbly shaky legs, feeling faint, migraine, nausea and vomiting sometimes I try and just carry on try and do things slowly like showering, shopping with my hubby, going for a walk in the fresh air, what's the worst that can happen?
Lose the fear and what's left, just some lousy bodily sensations
If you feel like crying just cry, do what you want. I have developed a site stiff neck as well, don't know if it's peri or if I've held my neck stuff because of the balance problem but I've stopped caring about it now, fed up being scared this gives you back some control
Please don't let these symptoms bring you down anymore, get up, brush yourself down and go out and do something nice, walk, go for a tea or coffee, visit the zoo anything that's not related to illness or Dr's etc
I really hope you can find the strenghth it will be worth it, your body's sending you all of these symptoms to get your attention to take action and change your ways
A big healing hug from me
Brenda xx
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sharcerv52408 brendababy
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brendababy Fairy28
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Our hormones dictate how we feel we know that the change of life and the hormone fluctuation causes an imbalance, some of us have similar symptoms but we're all unique and cope in whatever way we can
Anything you have suffered from before peri is magnified as you go through this, it can be terrible for some like us ladies on here I know what your going through believe me and your not imagining the symptoms but anxiety and worry can manifest lots of bodily sensations which creates more anxiety and so you end up in the loop of feeling constantly ill
Why don't you set yourself a small challenge for one hour, let all of the symptoms be there but don't fear them, try and do something no matter how bad the symptom feels, you might be surprised how well you cope, this might be enough if you do it everyday to let your brain know that your in charge and your not in any danger
I really do know what your going through it can be hell and you wonder how your going to change the situation but things can and will get better for you
Please don't google symptoms either because your just keeping your mind on being ill all of the time you need to divert your thinking away from symptoms
I hope to hear that your feeling a bit better soon, give us a shout if you need to talk
Love
Brenda X
brendababy sharcerv52408
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Hugs
Brenda xx
CCinCal Fairy28
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I know it's SO hard. I am not even surviving but barely existing. I could barely pay bills online today and felt weepy and dizzy and nauseous all day.
Try to get 5 min of sunshine outside ok? That helps a little. Will keep you in my prayers!!
Xx
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sharcerv52408 Fairy28
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brendababy Fairy28
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One little step at a time is all it takes to change things for you, no matter how bad you think the symptoms are keep going and they'll soon feel less important
You've done brilliant and don't worry if you wake up and feel full of doom and gloom and feel you can't manage, I feel like that every morning but I know once I'm up and about this mood will lift
I was out in the sunshine today with my husband, I was feeling off balance, shaky, fatigued and felt as if my head was someone else's lol but i just kept on going and I managed to do what I'd set out to do
Keep in touch and keep setting yourself small challenges each day, things will soon get better for you
Lots of love
Brenda xx