Starting naltrexone today
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Hi. Haven't had a drink for 10 days but really depressed today. And know I need a drink. This is why acamprosate would have been useful, essential really, as I've no willpower when the addictive head comes again.
So I took my 1st tablet at 1. Going to let you all know how I get on with it. I've tried it twice before. The first while I was at Cygnet Hospital Harrogate, 15 months ago. It was prescribed to take everyday for a year to prevent cravings and relapse. I stopped taking it after 3 months as I felt like a zombie. Since then I've learned from Paul that, I wasn't taking it correctly.
The 2nd time I tried it was last June but it made me so ill( worse than a hangover, if that's possible!!) . Stopped taking it after a week as couldn't cope with the side effects.
So here goes, fingers crossed..
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Paper_fairy
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And thanks Joanna for explaining about how naltrexone works. Apart from yourself and Paul I'm not sure where or who could give this advice, which is shocking really.
Still feeling rubbish, though not binge hangover/withdrawal rubbish! So I'm giving it today and tomorrow with naltrexone, then will try to stop Monday. Though if I still crave then will carry on taking it.
I really really hope this works for me.
Hope you all have a nice weekend
Misssy2 Paper_fairy
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I don't like the things I've been hearing about the UK and their treatment of people in our positions...the US is much better at this.
They used to s*ck at it too...but I've noticed the last 2 years that I have struggled...I have for the most part been treated and cared for in a GOOD way in every institution I have been in...I would say I have been in 5 just in the past year .
They treat me just like a "sick" person and not like a "LOSER"
RHGB Misssy2
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Unless you are absolutley dying (and hospitals don't like you dying because it means lots of paperwork) and about to collapse, they won't treat you at A&E either.
They send you off to a alcohol recovery charity, that won'ts to talk about it, rather than prescribe the necessary medications.
I came off alcohol through diazepam on 8th Jan, I spent threeks trying to get my GP to prescribe Campral, which they said they can't. When I got a copy of the area prescribing committee guidelines and an email from them, saying it is up to the GP, these are guidelines. My GP changed their tune (I say their, because I have two GPs looking after me) and said WON'T.
So, I went to said alcohol recovery charity, who *MAY* give me Campral this Thursday, which will be six weeks abstinent. The NHS guidelines and the makers say, that it should be given as soon as you become abstinent, so that it gets to work immediately and there is no time for temptation to return to the alcohol.
No wonder people come to websites like this, order on the internet, or get private prescriptions, as we don't seem to have anybody in this field that knows anything about alcohol and what is needed to help people. People are just left to find their own solution.
Misssy2 RHGB
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nicole36330 Misssy2
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RHGB nicole36330
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Then follow up with, why not something like Roger Daltry's "Free Me" from McVicar. Always makes me smile, halts the group therapy idea stone dead.
Misssy2 RHGB
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I'm going to be singing that today...my voice is beautiful when I sing that....LOL
RHGB Misssy2
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Then my psychiatrist at the stoke rehab hospital (not because I'm mental, the psychiatrist sees you at the end of your treatmnets just to see that you're okay to go it alone and does a cognitive test) suggested it, along with accupuncture.
Now, Jenny (psychiatrist) was nice and as far as psychiatrists go, I really liked her. But it was whoa, no more needles and I don't do group therapy. She said, but it is very relaxing (based on ancient Buddhism), I said, so is six pints of Stella and a couple of whisky chasers, but I won't be having that either.
Whenever I now hear group therapy, Kumbaya my lord tune enters my head and I have to stop my head and shoulders gently swaying from side to side, like someone who has just escaped from a mental institution.
Paper_fairy RHGB
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RHGB Paper_fairy
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I'm more of a bloke's bloke. I'm 6'2" and built like a rugby player, I don't do needles.
There's a bit of tongue in cheek there and a bit of reality.
vickylou Paper_fairy
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vickylou RHGB
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Paper_fairy RHGB
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Paper_fairy vickylou
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vickylou RHGB
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with your persistence and determination! needles should be a doddle lol!!
RHGB vickylou
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If any one is wondering Google cannula and click on images,and you'll see what they look like.
vickylou RHGB
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Paper_fairy RHGB
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I just want others on this site to try it if given the chance. Though I'm sure it's hard to get in most uk counties now. It's not a cure but it really helps
RHGB Paper_fairy
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Now, if you want to talk about hurt/shock. Waking up and realising you have a catheter fitted and having a lactulose enema, never, ever, ever again.
Paper_fairy RHGB
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Yes had a catheter twice in hospital ! but not the other, tho might have had it when trying to give birth to a very large baby! I hope you guys don't think we are boasting as I'm sure rhgb, like me, hope it will make someone think, that dear God, I don't want to go that far, and they do something about their drinking, now x
vickylou Paper_fairy
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RHGB Paper_fairy
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The other is horrible, you basically turn over and pillow bite, whilst they pump you with as much fluid as they can. They then tell you to clench your buttocks and hold if for as long as you can, before going to the toilet.
It is a good thing no one got in the way of me when I went, because when the moment arrives, there is no holding it back, it is a race against the seconds to make the pan, I went like a raging bull and anyone in the way, would probably have ended up somewhere down the other end of the corridor.
I referred to the nurse as nurse Ratched after that. She said it would be the same next week. The gastroentologist came round soon after, and I told him it hurt, he asked where and I pointed out to my liver (I did say I can lie well). He said he didn't see any need for that and he would get it stopped immediately, so that was the one and only and shortly after that, I got transferred to another ward.