Those who know first hand please help me!!
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Hi, ive been reading through your experiences etc and need some advic epelase.....ive been getting very depressed and angry with so much in the world. I want to sleep and not wake up from my head thinking and thinking all the time. I cant sleep, i get confused and cant make decissions as they get me in a muddle and i end up getting head ache and anxious.
Im a mess, reading too too much into everything and its driving me mad. Im pushing peopel away that mean the world and i dont know what to do.
Ive been couselling 3 years ago....no help, and didnt take the anti d's that were prescribed. Listening to peple on them and taking peoples advice now i went started counselling gaian today and got prescribed....errr Citalopram. Its in front of me. Before i take it i feel that i cant handle anymore thoughts and mental pain worse than i feel already.
Do i take it?.....Any advice on pro's or cons?? Please
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Lou123
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Plus boy situations are literally driving me insanse!
John Boy- Im in my 20s..have everything going for me 'APPARENTLY' but my brain is making me think otherwise. Its all a bit weird isnt it! right at this moment I feel high..I bet you anytime soon I will be low..its exhausting. Think im going to go have a chat with someone next week.
Anyways glad to read the other day that 'depression is like the common cold of mental health' I suppose we are just lucky we have found a little 'D' crew on here and we can help each other through it..If I dont laugh ill cry
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I am older than you and I always thought this was maybe a young person-thing to do, but well, this has never gone for me.
I just feel like there are so many people that look so happy and that are in so much control of their lives. The theres me, other people control me!
Lou123
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but have just spent a LOAD of money on my lunch because I can and its friday : )
I hope everyone here does excercise. It does help and gives you reason to focus on something else and gets you moving which I can honestly say If I didnt do I would be even more down.
Im sticking with my tablets and really trying with this like we all should. Im at the stage where I am lucky because I havent lost anything ( yet) which I know sadly a couple of us on here have. Im definately going to talk to someone although the hardest thing is is that I think mine stems from having a broken heart - which is both stupid and tragic in one.
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Apllication......what a mess!!!!!! Dont care anymore. Apparently you should only apply to be a teacher after all else has failed!!!! Do you think this is true? I am beginning to think it is. Last year, mu mums classroom burnt down....and that was a nightmare for her , colleagues and the good students. So I dont know what I am doing?
I dont really feel like talking today. Just want to keep zipped up, everyone else seems so normal, happy, able to cope, non alcies, non druggies. Everybody else seem to be so in control,. Everybody else, I want to be everybody else....I dont want to be me anymore!!!!
Oh..so cheerful! I cant be bothered with christmas. no no no not again. I hate christmas!!!!!!
Sorry Ja, I think I have completely lost the plot!!!!!
Take care , Katy
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I know its hard im living with it too but unfortunately life doesnt owe you a living and we have to fight it and work it out, because once we come out of it (which we will do) we will be stronger than ever...you need to find your inspiration and motivation and let it help you on your way whatever it maybe, other people can take a back seat at the moment....
I mean it in the best possible way I honestly do
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Lou123
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today is a bad day, have cried all this morning
is this EVER going to end??
sorry non postive today- hope eveyone else is ok ( can you see my ups and downs!!)
LOU123
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Do you get what I mean? Mothers...oh ....thats me!!!!
I went to woolies today.....go there....millions of half price toys at the mo!!!!! Thank gos......ba humbug....!Lidls is good to. Well it took my mind of stuff, includiong the fact that \"Mr Horizontal\" is still in bed....He never gets up....when he does ...he will expect his shitty breakfast......duck of and go get a decent job!!!!! Who is he? Whats he doing in my house???/
Whoops ....I forgot....How did that happen????
Christmas is sooooo sooooooo soooooo stressful!!!! Anyway, ja, I hope you get to see more of your kids. You sound like a good dad, you sound like you actually deserve them....unlike Mr Zippy......
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I dont know what is up with me today! I am mocking everything....which makes me lasugh....but I feel really nervous.....and I dont know why/
Have either of you felt this way before?
Ja, I am sorry to hear that you feel you have hurt the kids. I think though that you maybe torturing yourself with your guilt. I think you should try and stop that...your kids may play on it....making everything seem so much worse. Remeber how intuitive they are!
Anyway, I hope you all get better soon. I am going to buy a real christmab tree this year.....I dont care what Mr horizontal has to say about it
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sorry if i missed the answer but are you male or female, i always try to put a picture in my head with the person writing the comment and you are confusing me.
it don't take alot these days.
chin up. its got to get better